Maggiemay said:
Yay! I'm not alone!
I am over-sensitive for one. ( I too get angry but I blame it on an other aspect! lol)
Moon- pluto opposition is, from what I gather, quite a 'blow' on the psyche. ...
anything more 'emotion based' going on with that aspect?
Maggie
Maggie, I'm glad we're not crazy, even though sometimes I really do think I am!
And yes, there's a lot of emotion based stuff going on with me! The "blow to the psyche" for me happened not with my mother but during grade school when the kids started to make fun of me and avoid me. I went from having a few friends in the beginning of grade school to suddenly one year everyone, for some reason unknown to me, they all hated me.
I don't know if they suddenly didn't like that I was more introverted and reserved, or was somehow different from them, I have no idea what they thought of me. All I know was that I never hated anyone and was nice as pie to them (and not in a kiss-but type).
My home life was really good, actually. Loving and supportive...and I had really good friends outside of school - it was just grade school that was pure torture and to this day it affects me.
I think a lot of my emotional problems and anger come from that time when they would make fun of me and I was so reserved and shy that I never stuck up for myself. I guess that's what those kids were looking for - someone like me who they could say mean things to in order to make themselves feel better...I don't know.
But even as I got older and started working, I HATED the cliques in the workplace because that's what I dealt with in grade school. I ALWAYS felt like people were talking about me. Now, if someone acts strange or doesn't treat me very kindly, I really take it to heart and get so offended. I go over it in my mind to see what I did.
I'm now realizing that it's OTHERS and not anything that I do. Maybe this is more of a Moon thing - I don't know. My moon is in Pisces. I'm definitely dreamy and while the kids were making fun of me, I'd wish so hard that I was home reading. That's what I did to escape. And for fun at home, too. Always in my room reading (Nancy Drew). To this day, reading is my ultimate joy in life (besides my family, of course.)
But raising a family with my moon opp. Pluto definitely challenges me because the chaos - oh my god! - gets to me and I suddenly just blow up and yell, STOP, or I just cry...
And me writing long posts like this is my quadruple Gemini planets going on (Sun, Merc, Mars and Asc.) What fun....