Aviloria
I always had an interest in tarot.
From since I was young. Like many I saw them on TV portrayed as something evil.
But I dunno, I fancied the cards.
Now i dunno if you call it "being on the fence" but I do not agree on alot of what Christianity says. One of the things I get bashed on is body modification.
For me
Bod mods = Art
Enough of that.
But tarot is always a interest to me.
I can say I cannot find myself fully devoted into Christianity, because i feel a sense of restriction and it would kill my individuality and my basic need to express myself. But I do believe in God.
I have recently bought my first deck. Morgan-Greer deck.
And when I bought it I must of almost peed myself out of joy.
When I got home, the glow was still there.
Now after a week of having the neck, there is still the glow.
But having to hide it so much, to know that basically everyone where i live and know that will bash it and say im going to hell if i continue to have them it hurtful.
Why is it so hard to like tarot and have some Christian based views/beliefs?
The confusion is over whelming and i feel so very lost alot of the time. And there is no one to even to talk to. Because they are looked at as evil
[Thats why I was so surprised to actually find a deck here]
At times I feel like "WOW! I have a deck!!!
Then being in this Christian world "Oh shit, should i really have these?
If I dump them, I would rampage in the garbage to get them back.
I feel so very lost.
Why can both correspond together?
Why can tarot be involved in ALL faiths? Like universal tool?
I love them alot, but i'm worried.
Help please?
From since I was young. Like many I saw them on TV portrayed as something evil.
But I dunno, I fancied the cards.
Now i dunno if you call it "being on the fence" but I do not agree on alot of what Christianity says. One of the things I get bashed on is body modification.
For me
Bod mods = Art
Enough of that.
But tarot is always a interest to me.
I can say I cannot find myself fully devoted into Christianity, because i feel a sense of restriction and it would kill my individuality and my basic need to express myself. But I do believe in God.
I have recently bought my first deck. Morgan-Greer deck.
And when I bought it I must of almost peed myself out of joy.
When I got home, the glow was still there.
Now after a week of having the neck, there is still the glow.
But having to hide it so much, to know that basically everyone where i live and know that will bash it and say im going to hell if i continue to have them it hurtful.
Why is it so hard to like tarot and have some Christian based views/beliefs?
The confusion is over whelming and i feel so very lost alot of the time. And there is no one to even to talk to. Because they are looked at as evil
[Thats why I was so surprised to actually find a deck here]
At times I feel like "WOW! I have a deck!!!
Then being in this Christian world "Oh shit, should i really have these?
If I dump them, I would rampage in the garbage to get them back.
I feel so very lost.
Why can both correspond together?
Why can tarot be involved in ALL faiths? Like universal tool?
I love them alot, but i'm worried.
Help please?