franniee's blind Cluster reading - March 22 - 30th

[franniee]

I am doing this blind reading with the Sidhe.

Inspired by/adapted from ‘your family spread’ by mahimaisme.

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1- unresolved issues from the past, what is being carried forward in your relationship.

2- what your hopes and insecurities are, etc. especially in context of your home life.

3- how your home life is contributing to your progress/growth.

4- how you are contributing to the progress/growth of your partner and others in your home.

5 - external influences that will affect you and your home life in the coming months.

6 - advice on how to improve the quality of your relationship with your partner or your home life in general.

[franniee]

I don't really have a specific question, but I would really like a reading done focusing on my home life/relationship and the influences surrounding me over the next few months.

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-------3-----5------4------ ------- Death - Dreamer 7 - Maker Princess---
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BASE: Warrior 5
I added this car because it is the way I read. I always look at the bottom of the deck to see where my sitter is at. Behind this card is Maker 10. Maker's in this deck are earth, warriors are fire, Dancers are water and Dreamers are air. It seems to me that things were well, established and rooted but something changed that. Now there is anger, frustration and the sitter is being twarted. He or she wants to go forward and bring more into the relationship but is being blocked and is angry. Tempers are high. I think the sitter is female. What is holding her back are demons and fears. They are insidious!

1- unresolved issues from the past, what is being carried forward in your relationship. Pan

2- what your hopes and insecurities are, etc. especially in context of your home life. Chariot

There was something in your past that you hold onto. It was fierce, the ultimate betrayal. It isn't something that can be forgotten easily but what you need to understand is it isn't about his relationship. It currently owns you! It has you by the throat and overpowers you and your decisions. It's truly time to release it and fly free. The way through this is understanding who you have become. Everything in our life colors us - the good the bad and the truly awful. Without these strokes of color we would be nothing. Accept that this is but one brush stroke - as thick and bold as it may be.

Right now it is in every cell of your being and it needs to be moved to it's proper place. You have perseverance and stamina and are stronger now then you were then. Embrace this and liberate your soul.

3- how your home life is contributing to your progress/growth. Death

4- how you are contributing to the progress/growth of your partner and others in your home. Maker Princess

5 - external influences that will affect you and your home life in the coming months. Dreamer 7

Your home life is forcing you to face things. It is forcing you to transform and to shed your old skin. You must grieve - the past is over and you must step out of the womb. With Death I always think - Creation * Destruction * Renewal. Your relationship is leading you to a major transformation. It's truly time to lay down your cards and bring things out in the open. I wonder if you are creating something new with your partner? You are a catalyst for creative energy..... you are a nurturer and you work hard to help those in your home. It's truly time to help yourself.

6 - advice on how to improve the quality of your relationship with your partner or your home life in general. Maker King

It's truly time for you to figure out what is truly of importance to you. What do you value? You are the Maker King.... you need to make your new reality. If there is something that isn't working you need to fix it. You are the one with the power to make the change.

I feel a lot of love and support around you. What is necessary is a release within you and an embrace of what is truly important to you. You need to be that phoenix rising from the ashes.... but first you need to burn the house down. ;)

What will be going forward?

Dreamer 8 * Warrior 10 * Star

You will see through all of the anxiety and illusion and attack these issues head on! You will succeed. You have a lot of help around you to work through all of this. You feel alone but that isn't reality. You will renew your hope..... the only way you can - through forgiveness - not of an actual person but more of yourself and of the universe.....

I hope this helps. :heart:
Fran

[elvenstar]

with the Sidhe
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Quote:
Originally Posted by Mystery Sitter
I don't really have a specific question, but I would really like a reading done focusing on my home life/relationship and the influences surrounding me over the next few months.


-----------1---2----------- ------------- Pan ------ Chariot ----------------
-------3-----5------4------ ------- Death - Dreamer 7 - Maker Princess---
-------------6------------- ---------------- Maker King ---------------

BASE: Warrior 5
I added this card because it is the way I read. I always look at the bottom of the deck to see where my sitter is at. Behind this card is Maker 10. Maker's in this deck are earth, warriors are fire, Dancers are water and Dreamers are air. It seems to me that things were well, established and rooted but something changed that. Now there is anger, frustration and the sitter is being thwarted. He or she wants to go forward and bring more into the relationship but is being blocked and is angry. Tempers are high. I think the sitter is female. What is holding her back are demons and fears. They are insidious!

I certainly haven’t been happy with some past events and I definitely have been hoping for more emotional support in my relationship. This has been pretty much like getting water from a stone! I am certainly also frustrated with where I am living and working –I want to make a fresh start.


1- unresolved issues from the past, what is being carried forward in your relationship. Pan

2- what your hopes and insecurities are, etc. especially in context of your home life. Chariot

There was something in your past that you hold onto. It was fierce, the ultimate betrayal. It isn't something that can be forgotten easily but what you need to understand is it isn't about his relationship. It currently owns you! It has you by the throat and overpowers you and your decisions. It's truly time to release it and fly free. The way through this is understanding who you have become. Everything in our life colors us - the good the bad and the truly awful. Without these strokes of color we would be nothing. Accept that this is but one brush stroke - as thick and bold as it may be.

I think that this perhaps is alluding to 2very tough personal decisions that I had to make a few years back – I know that I do tend to beat myself up over them, but this is occurring less and less. I can see how this could be affecting my relationship and confidence in myself. Dwelling on past actions certainly isn’t constructive, I agree!


Right now it is in every cell of your being and it needs to be moved to it's proper place. You have perseverance and stamina and are stronger now then you were then. Embrace this and liberate your soul.

I need to move on – forgive myself, forgive others and refind my footing. I’d love to move interstate and start afresh, but lack the strength to move. My partner certainly is comfortable where he is and wouldn’t be able to do anything about it anyway until he finishes 3 years of study.


3- how your home life is contributing to your progress/growth. Death

4- how you are contributing to the progress/growth of your partner and others in your home. Maker Princess

5 - external influences that will affect you and your home life in the coming months. Dreamer 7

Your home life is forcing you to face things. It is forcing you to transform and to shed your old skin. You must grieve - the past is over and you must step out of the womb. With Death I always think - Creation * Destruction * Renewal. Your relationship is leading you to a major transformation. It's truly time to lay down your cards and bring things out in the open. I wonder if you are creating something new with your partner? You are a catalyst for creative energy..... you are a nurturer and you work hard to help those in your home. It's truly time to help yourself.


I certainly do need to be honest with myself.
It’s true – I help others before myself –most of my energy is on my Partner’s career right now.

I’m not sure how external influences are helping here!!..new wind blowing my way perhaps??
Perhaps partner’s study will provided a catalyst of some sort???


6 - advice on how to improve the quality of your relationship with your partner or your home life in general. Maker King

It's truly time for you to figure out what is truly of importance to you. What do you value? You are the Maker King.... you need to make your new reality. If there is something that isn't working you need to fix it. You are the one with the power to make the change.

I feel a lot of love and support around you. What is necessary is a release within you and an embrace of what is truly important to you. You need to be that phoenix rising from the ashes.... but first you need to burn the house down.


Again, I know what to do – use my power to do it and ealise that no matter what I do- I will be supported.

Sometimes though I do get tired of being the only one to “fix thing”. It would be really nice if once or twice, or even thrice(!) someone else took charge for a change.... but I know this aint going to happen!


What will be going forward?

Dreamer 8 * Warrior 10 * Star

You will see through all of the anxiety and illusion and attack these issues head on! You will succeed. You have a lot of help around you to work through all of this. You feel alone but that isn't reality. You will renew your hope..... the only way you can - through forgiveness - not of an actual person but more of yourself and of the universe.....

I hope this helps.
Fran

I hope so – and I do need to forgive myself!
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I am certainly amazed at how well each reading compliments each other. They all certainly have picked up on the fact that I need to act and trust my instincts.

This is an excellent experience for all,
Thanks elvenstar and readers.
Cheers, sitter