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Unlike many of tarot users here, I don't believe in tarot deck polygamy. I started using tarot about 7 years ago for the first time, when I bought Animal Lords tarot deck, which worked perfectly fine for me. However, 3 years ago, when I moved to live in Japan,I started using my deck less and less often and as a reason I accidentally forgot it, while moving house to another country.
Since then I haven't touched any tarot decks and didn't even feel like using tarot again. But now, being back to Japan again, I feel a strong urge to start over my tarot practice. There is just one problem- I feel, like I betrayed my old deck twice- first, by forgetting it, and second- by looking for a replacement now. Besides, I still haven't made up my mind on what my new tarot deck should be.
Anyway, is there any way to say goodbye to your old tarot deck? If I had just wanted to get rid of it, I would've buried or burnt it, but since it's lost, I have no clue what to do.
Since then I haven't touched any tarot decks and didn't even feel like using tarot again. But now, being back to Japan again, I feel a strong urge to start over my tarot practice. There is just one problem- I feel, like I betrayed my old deck twice- first, by forgetting it, and second- by looking for a replacement now. Besides, I still haven't made up my mind on what my new tarot deck should be.
Anyway, is there any way to say goodbye to your old tarot deck? If I had just wanted to get rid of it, I would've buried or burnt it, but since it's lost, I have no clue what to do.