Thanks, Babs!
You are always so kind to answer my silly questions!
I do have such a hard time being 100% convinced on "spirit" and "spirit guides" mainly because I don't think I have guides. Well, they don't talk to me or send me messages. I have not had a major "aha" moment with tarot, either. But, I read the threads and think "wow! that couldn't have been just a lucky guess!"
Also, sometimes I wonder....do these people think they have "spirit guides" or are they schizophrenic?
Yeah, there really isn't any logic to the correct tarot cards popping up for certain questions.
Thanks again, Babs! I hope you're getting closer to your dream!
You're very very welcome and there are no silly questions anyway.
Well I did not start out beleiving in any of this either. I was brought up by to staunch atheists who made fun of anyone who so much as believed there was a G-d, much less anything else. At the time I started Tarot I had a vague belief that there might possibly be a G-d and was not even sure of that, never mind angels or spirit guided. Learning Tarot is a life education, it teaches you way more than to just read cards.
The more I learn to read, the more I learnt about life. To start with
something was answering my questons through the cards. There was no deniying that and it was consistent and wise. That was my first clue. Because all those wise answers each and every time were not coincidence. That was the first clue for me, in my spirtual search.
Then I got the Faeries Oracle by Biran Froud. The book says outrigth that faeries are real and gives exercises on how to contact them and to have them contact you. I have alwyas been openminded and believe that if you can't proove that something does NOT exist then it may will exist. SO I let go and did all the exercises fully. And ....as strange as this seems, faeries started contacting me.
It was at that point that I started to get messages through all my senses. I guess when I really opened up to trying. It was as if when I tried to contact them, it was like "Here we are, what took you so long???"
But when ti started it was really scary in that it conflicted with my view of reality and what is possible in this world. I thought I was losing my mind at first, with my upbringing, until I went on Brian Frouds site and talked to many many people about what I was experiening (probably hundreds) and they all had had similar experiences. That is when I calmed down, realized (for me) that it was real and that it was in fact beautiful
And life starting sending me signs.
At that point I beleived for sure in G-d and the faeries. But not in angels yet.
Then I did a reading for a friend (Lovers Path Tarot) and I saw as her asnwer that she was completely safe and protected and could relax into the sitaution because her angels were there with her keeping her safe from any harm. I just saw the card, knew 150% that that was the anwer. Except i did not believe in angels, so how could I see that? The querent was a friend who already did beleive in angels. So I asked her all about it, and she talked to me and recommended books on the subject and they have been a very real and imporant part of my life ever since.
I even have a drawing someone that was done for me once of one of my guardian angels and one of my spirit guides on the wall near my bed. And two separate people have seen that same spirit guide as being a Native American. These people did know know each other or of each other and they both saw the same thing.
the more I believed the more miracles came into my life, more and more signs and heck by now I don't even notice the things that at frist seemed so miraculous, they are so everyday occurances now.
Like the times I was not feeling well on the way home from work, and I asked (prayed) for a taxi to be there when I got out so I could get home quickly and easily. And it was a bad snow storm that day which makes it really hard to get a taxi, I just asked that there be one right outside when I walked out the door. And there it was. When I got in the driver acutally told me "I don't know what it was, I wanted to drive away a few moments ago but something stopped me. I don;t know what ti was but something made me feel I had to wait."
I almost had my mouth hanging open. I knew just what it was, my angels.
It happens to me a lot now. Tarot was the start of all this in my life. I guess it opened me up to it. I get signs all the time know. If there is something I need to know, liofe tells me.
Maybe that is the start, realizing that the right Tarot card coming up, even a brilliantly wise card coming up, can be coincidence. But if it happens each and every time for weeks, months, years???There is a point where you have to accept that this could not possibly happen randomly this many times in a row. Logic tells you this cannot possible be happening randomly that many times.
It's literally impossible for years of accurate readings to be coincidence, even months of it, and even weeks of it you can see something is happening. That is where I think each reader had to come to terms with that inside themselves. The...if it is NOT coincidnece and it can't possibly be tha many tiems in a row then what IS it. Answers vary, but I think its something we all try to make sense of.
Babs