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I took up tarot about 4 years ago when I was going through some personal stuff and it did help me deal and cope with things, and all of you have helped me grow with my tarot and within myself as a person, and I'm so grateful to all of you for being there for me...however, the personal stuff got so intense and overwhelming, that I don't have the energy to do many day to day stuff, never mind reading, picking up cards, or participating in any groups or forums...Then my personal life took even more of a turn for the worse, with me ending up on a stress leave from work because of some very bad issues going on, and then my husband leaving me...as much as I want, I have a hard time getting out of my pajamas, never mind pick up a deck of cards...If it wasn't for my dog, which needs a walk several times a day, I don't know if i'd even get dressed each day (and I usually just cheat and let her out the back yard)...as much as i'd love to pick up tarot again, I can't even focus or concentrate.....I've even been thinking about getting rid of some of my cards to ease the financial burdens I have, but now realize, that the cards I can part with aren't worth anything, and the ones that may be worth something, I can't part with....I can't pick up my cards, but I can't get rid of them either...