redflash said:
I bought the Thoth. In fact I bought 2 by accident ! I wanted the pocket size but managed to order the pocket & the small size aswell.
I don't know why I've bought this one, I've never liked it. I keep picking it up & looking at it & I honestly don't know what to make of it. It puzzles me.
I was wondering what other peoples first reactions were to this deck - did you become instantly mesmerized, did you hate it, did you look at it & wonder what the heck the fuss is about ?
I've always loved the Thoth, the artwork of it. I got one a while back in E-Bay, along with two books on it. I was told that I needed to study this deck, that it required all kinds of study and such. As I read the books I had gotten with the deck, I was disliking the symbolism they were telling me. Some things were much to negative for my way of thinking.
Then I did try to read with the deck, using the book meanings . And it did not go well. Months, later I felt impelled to use the deck, and just went "what the heck!" and I ignored the books and went with what I felt things meant (my old usual intutiive way of thinking) and the reading was magical and beautiful. The cards that came up were really magical. When I looked at the images the cards gave me the exact feeling that the situation I was asking about did. Yet I had a strong feeling there was something deep and unconsious there. Once I paid enough attention to the cards and meditated with them, I was able to unearth what was bothering me unconsciously on the issue and that was a great help to me.
So all I can do is tell you the above. In my personal experience, studying the deck ruined it for me, only when I came read intuitively did it come alive for me and did I truly come to love it.
BTW, I once had a reading done for me with this deck on a reading exchange here on AT. The Aeon card came up. And my reader saw it as reincarnation (you can see how someone could see that too when you look at the card). It was amazing. And she told me all about my past life. It was a fascinating experience as I had never thought much about reincarnation before, yet parts of it seemed somewhat familiar.
Oh ME TOO!!! That is one thing for me. I have never liked non-scenic pips, as I read intuitively, by analysing imagery. So I like to have a lot of complex imagery to look at. One of my first impressions was disappointment at how they were not "scenic" enough. But once I got used to this deck even the pips are not talking up a storm. It surprised me, but they really are quite "busy" and there is enough variation on the pips of the suit that they really do leave quite a message.
Well, that's all I can think of to say on the deck.
Except that it is a deck I have come to love. AND that if you felt drawn to get it, there is a reason, even if you don't know why yet. I am sure the deck will come to be important to you too, because of your story on how you got it. Hang in there until it does.
Babs