Rosanne
Tarot has been in my life for over thirty years. When I first found this pack of cards (RWS) I learned to read for others, as this is what I thought was the sole purpose of Tarot. So I read for nigh on twenty five years without reading for myself. I think I became good at reading- although I decided early on that it was all about 'Maybes' not will be's . I think I developed into what could loosely be called a Tarot therapist. My circumstances changed and I stopped reading for others- so decided to read for myself. I struggled and struggled with it and just lately have given it away.
About the same time decks/books became available here in NZ and I purchased, because I could mainly. I loved collecting these Tarot things. I love the Art in Miniature, the colours and symbolic images. Through the books a new world opened up; especially the History and different philosopies. I knew nothing about the TdM for example. I also had been using Tarot for meditation card by card as well.
Five years ago I aquired internet ability (well not ability lol) and found a Tarot site called Michelles Tarot Page. I checked out the decks there and when that page dissapeared- I found this Forum. I lurked for a very long time before joining in. When I joined a made a huge leap in knowledge about Tarot; all the different attitudes and beliefs, approaches and systems ...and introductions to decks/books. My collection grew to a modest amount, mostly for the love of them, but I had a few that I used exclusivly for reading.
What has happened- is that I have seemed to have made a fundamental shift. I really think there is this huge chasm between reading and studing the cards. I did not see this bridge across the chasm- but I crossed it. I think this Forum was in the main the bridge. I am not sure I even believe that I can honestly read for others, as I think Tarot is a description of a spiritual journey of man, and is taken alone. It is a quest for each of our identity and destiny; Tarot charts the progress of each individual soul. I can share anothers thoughts on that, but I cannot direct through the spread of symbols, what it might be for another person. This is a huge change in Tarot philosopy for me, and somehow it has an inevitability about it, that has taken many years. I feel that I am Le fol parfait .. the Perfect Fool and I was wondering if any others have come to this realisation? Is this progression? regression? Integration? What? With great respect I would love to have your thoughts. ~Rosanne
About the same time decks/books became available here in NZ and I purchased, because I could mainly. I loved collecting these Tarot things. I love the Art in Miniature, the colours and symbolic images. Through the books a new world opened up; especially the History and different philosopies. I knew nothing about the TdM for example. I also had been using Tarot for meditation card by card as well.
Five years ago I aquired internet ability (well not ability lol) and found a Tarot site called Michelles Tarot Page. I checked out the decks there and when that page dissapeared- I found this Forum. I lurked for a very long time before joining in. When I joined a made a huge leap in knowledge about Tarot; all the different attitudes and beliefs, approaches and systems ...and introductions to decks/books. My collection grew to a modest amount, mostly for the love of them, but I had a few that I used exclusivly for reading.
What has happened- is that I have seemed to have made a fundamental shift. I really think there is this huge chasm between reading and studing the cards. I did not see this bridge across the chasm- but I crossed it. I think this Forum was in the main the bridge. I am not sure I even believe that I can honestly read for others, as I think Tarot is a description of a spiritual journey of man, and is taken alone. It is a quest for each of our identity and destiny; Tarot charts the progress of each individual soul. I can share anothers thoughts on that, but I cannot direct through the spread of symbols, what it might be for another person. This is a huge change in Tarot philosopy for me, and somehow it has an inevitability about it, that has taken many years. I feel that I am Le fol parfait .. the Perfect Fool and I was wondering if any others have come to this realisation? Is this progression? regression? Integration? What? With great respect I would love to have your thoughts. ~Rosanne