waggledance
Hi, I've been studying the tarot now on my own for 9 months. My bookshelf is full of tarot books and I feel as if I have a basic understanding of all the cards by now. I prefer to use only upright cards as after trying to get used to using reversals for a few months I found that I just couldn't relate to them as well as when their upright.
I have found my studies sometimes thrilling but often frustrating as studying on your own is a lonely business and you don't get feedback. I have reached the point now where I am so fed up of getting the card out, looking at a spread and coming up blank. All these books teach you the basic meaning of the cards but nothing on how to put it altogether and the different ways of delivering a reading.
Can anyone relate to what I'm saying and can anyone advise me on what to do next? I have tried to find a tutor but there don't seem to be any in my area (Doncaster)
To be honest I'm on the verge of tears because I don't seem to be getting anywhere and I've worked so hard at it.
I have found my studies sometimes thrilling but often frustrating as studying on your own is a lonely business and you don't get feedback. I have reached the point now where I am so fed up of getting the card out, looking at a spread and coming up blank. All these books teach you the basic meaning of the cards but nothing on how to put it altogether and the different ways of delivering a reading.
Can anyone relate to what I'm saying and can anyone advise me on what to do next? I have tried to find a tutor but there don't seem to be any in my area (Doncaster)
To be honest I'm on the verge of tears because I don't seem to be getting anywhere and I've worked so hard at it.