Pao
is saddened a word?? ahh well I have been sad and frustrated lately. I cant seem to read correctly and I have 0 insight on anything. I don't know how to let go of the books and just trust that what Im seeing is what IM seeing. if the 4 of pentacles is a girl hugging a bear and not wanting to lose it, then its a girl hugging a darn bear! WHY must i run to the book and say well no im wrong. I remember only one time that i felt so sure and knew that what i was seeing was right and then i got a call confirming it. I WAS THRILLED! of course that hasnt happened lately. I've decided to take 1 month to recharge my batteries bc i dont know what else to do. I cant see anything only images that say nothing to me. I think its soo important for me to trust myself and let go of the book but for some reason i cant seem to do that and i dont know how to start. This journey will be a long one. I hope i feel better soon and more confident. :/