brujaja
A few months ago, I was doing readings at a party. It was an on-the-fly sort of thing...i'd meant to just read for a friend's upcoming move, but she'd spread the word and *everyone* wanted one, it was nuts. One girl, in particular, wanted one. "There's some serious bad juju in my life," she said, "I need some help."
When her turn came, we sat away from the party and did the spread. Wow: a loud and clear warning: a great need to make friends with chaos/change, serious control issues, serious mental discipline needed for the work ahead. We started talking about these things, and after being very very quiet she suddenly burst into tears: she was about to be homeless, jobless, and wishing she'd never moved here in the first place.
Now the cards were clear to me...there were prompts and suggestions, especially about writing -- writing being her real work, her art. But I couldn't offer her ANY of that clarity...she was a broken record, crying and saying the same things over and over. Partly she was drunk, I think, and that's always hit or miss, but partly she just seemed really broken. And nothing I knew how to do worked...I became a sympathetic ear instead of an objective voice able to say the harsh things that the cards said needed hearing. Maybe she really needed that sympathetic ear more than anything else (she cried and repeated herself for so long I couldn't do any more readings), but I felt a bit hijacked...drained, and I felt my own ignorance/lack of practice. I mean, she approaches a reader and even introduces herself with the name of a chaos goddess, but the reading just bombed, even though the cards felt totally appropriate.
So here are my questions. How do y'all deal with difficult face to face readings? Do you have strategies to keep yourself outta the Sympathetic Ear quicksand, to stay objective when your heart goes out to the querent? In a situation like this, would you just let her go on a bit and then move on to another sitter, or would you press on with the sorely-needed lessons she drew for herself but can't see through the tears?
I know my answer to that last one, and this reading was a REAL lesson for me in why/how I read. But I know others will have different takes...
When her turn came, we sat away from the party and did the spread. Wow: a loud and clear warning: a great need to make friends with chaos/change, serious control issues, serious mental discipline needed for the work ahead. We started talking about these things, and after being very very quiet she suddenly burst into tears: she was about to be homeless, jobless, and wishing she'd never moved here in the first place.
Now the cards were clear to me...there were prompts and suggestions, especially about writing -- writing being her real work, her art. But I couldn't offer her ANY of that clarity...she was a broken record, crying and saying the same things over and over. Partly she was drunk, I think, and that's always hit or miss, but partly she just seemed really broken. And nothing I knew how to do worked...I became a sympathetic ear instead of an objective voice able to say the harsh things that the cards said needed hearing. Maybe she really needed that sympathetic ear more than anything else (she cried and repeated herself for so long I couldn't do any more readings), but I felt a bit hijacked...drained, and I felt my own ignorance/lack of practice. I mean, she approaches a reader and even introduces herself with the name of a chaos goddess, but the reading just bombed, even though the cards felt totally appropriate.
So here are my questions. How do y'all deal with difficult face to face readings? Do you have strategies to keep yourself outta the Sympathetic Ear quicksand, to stay objective when your heart goes out to the querent? In a situation like this, would you just let her go on a bit and then move on to another sitter, or would you press on with the sorely-needed lessons she drew for herself but can't see through the tears?
I know my answer to that last one, and this reading was a REAL lesson for me in why/how I read. But I know others will have different takes...