Love

Thread originally posted on the Aeclectic Tarot Forum on 27 Apr 2002, and now archived in the Forum Library.

aeonx	27 Apr 2002
Greetings all, dear friends. I just had to write a few words on the fantastic element in life called -love-. How would one ever survive without it? There's so difficult to live with something that is so soft, comforting and pleasing at one time. And hard, frustrating and tough as well. These feelings that surround me, my entire self, with its enigmatic powers, keep me awake at night. You can't sleep. You have problems breathing. The sorrowness threatens to burst out of my heart, tearing its way out into freedom. It feels like my head is going to crack at any moment. The energies of love are so tremendously powerful, and I feel so small trying to suppress it. I'm afraid that if I don't suppress it, it'll crush my soul and explode my body. There's this invisible being wanting to be freed. But it can't get out by itself. What is needed, is combined energies. If you're able to fit two of the souls that belong together in this world, I'm sure one is able to experience Nirvana. I long for this soul. The hard part is when my soul believes it has found its partner, and is tormenting me, wanting to get out. It wants to unify with its yin/yang. It longs for love. Love. *sigh* Pardon my continous rambling... Thank you for listening. :)

jade	27 Apr 2002
well, i guess that says it all! is it time to let go and allow yourself the pleasure of being freed from your own limitations and boundaries? or is patience needed? i send hugs in the meantime. in light, and love, jade :)

Morgeinne	28 Apr 2002
Quote: Originally posted by aeonx These feelings that surround me, my entire self, with its enigmatic powers, keep me awake at night. You can't sleep. You have problems breathing. The sorrowness threatens to burst out of my heart, tearing its way out into freedom. It feels like my head is going to crack at any moment. The energies of love are so tremendously powerful, and I feel so small trying to suppress it. I'm afraid that if I don't suppress it, it'll crush my soul and explode my body. That whole post was absolutely beautiful...I agree with you...love is both beautiful and terrible and we could not survive without it. I particularly identify with the above paragraphs...sometimes I feel like I'm being choked by love. And, since we're on the subject, I love all of you. I feel so at home here. This is truly a wonderful group of people. *hugs* Morgeinne

aeonx	29 Apr 2002
jade: you're so right. All around me suggest exactly that. I think it's time for transformation - into something freer and better. :) Morgeinne: thank you for your kind words. *s*s*

floracove	30 Apr 2002
Was that an aeonx butterfly that just passed this way?

aeonx	30 Apr 2002
floracove: :) that's really nice! thank you. *s*s*

floracove	30 Apr 2002
You are more than welcome! I relish love and love what it can do...

Pollux	30 Apr 2002
Beltaine is working so well on me!!! la la la... *Pollux goes to try his Beltane-candle, the one he got on purpose... pink, with little yellow and white spots, and seastars inside* MHHHHH!!! IT smells so nice!!!

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