a glimpse of things to come ?
Thread originally posted on the Aeclectic Tarot Forum on 25 Jun 2002, and now archived in the Forum Library.
| HOLMES |
25 Jun 2002 |
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today i walked by an woman on the reserve who went to see the doctor for her head issues.
so i got up and walked behind her as she was sitting and she asked me what i was doing and i said energy work.
and i closed my eyes and felt the energy and told her
her pressure was just besides the psychic ear,as i put my fingers there. and she volunteered her neck hurts on that side a bit.too
and i said ah your lymphs glands are blocked up cuasing the fluid build up it is not a brain problem but lymphage problem.
she looked at me and said i went to a specizalist and said the same thing almost.
and she and her 20 year old son who was sitting at the table too looked at me .
and i got all nervous and laughed and said you didn't know i knew how to do that eh?
and walked out thinking to myself "neither did i"
over the years i did some bodywork on people back but nothing that accurate just finding the ouches in the back.
and one time i was channeling and a lady came to me who was a spiritual teacher daughter she was having trouble concieving so the guide sent some energy and did some light work around the womb area without touching her and the lady told me next time i saw her that her daughter was pregnant
at that time i got scared of what i don't know..
and today i got scared.. not afraid,, just that feeling inside like where is this heading..
i mean i am no one speical to be humbel i dont' hear voices per se or see auras, or spirits. i am just a simple tarot reader, who doenst' understand it all and a channel..
*goes and hides in the cave* not coming out to someone gives me postive messages *i feel like grabbing myself and crying in this cave* and i still don't know why..
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| mondk |
25 Jun 2002 |
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Perhaps you should consider becoming a Reiki master; then you could put the energy towards healing as well.
Just a suggestion...many blessings, Michelle
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| jade |
25 Jun 2002 |
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it sounds like you don't need reiki. you are a talented healer that can feel someone's dis-ease. very talented indeed.
you are sooo much more than just a tarot reader holmes. you are sooo much more.
start seeing your path, your talent and your openness to all that you can do, your unlimited potential, because that is who and what you are!
i see it, perhaps you need to look into the mirror, into the eyes that look back at you.......and you will see it too!
love and light,
jade :)
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| Fox |
25 Jun 2002 |
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What a beautiful gift you have! Being able to help others - in any way - is a beautiful thing.
And why do you feel like crying; is it because you always suspected but were too scared to believe that you might be special? :(
I'm so happy for you, I just want to give you a big hug! :) :)
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| Kellinator |
25 Jun 2002 |
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Holmes, that is so wonderful. **hugs** I'm sending good thoughts your way to help you embrace this part of yourself. Jade is right -- you have a gift!!
Kelly
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| wavebreaker |
25 Jun 2002 |
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I'm sending you lots of positive message to get you out of the cave... :)
That's really great Holmes! I can understand though that it might be a bit of a shock maybe, but it's a wonderful gift, try and enjoy it!
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| PurpleGoddess |
25 Jun 2002 |
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Holmes, you are so lucky to be so clear yourself that you can pick up on the needs of others. Don't
be afraid to tap into your natural talents!
Blessed BE!
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| HOLMES |
25 Jun 2002 |
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a gift is to be used not feared. .
looking at the thread that jade posted there for me to look at that is where most of my fears stem from why i wanted to cry..
to be proscuted, judged, feared, like some do on the reserve for readingg th tarot already.
and there is alwasy the fear that you may be wrong and wreck people lives :O(
i think as i was reading this that i was asking my angel for my life purpose and i gess this must be it so where to go from here.
thanks all for you message of light they were very encouraging and help me to look at it in a postive lgiht.
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| zorya |
25 Jun 2002 |
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holmes, i don't know if this is any help, but i've had similar reactions to big spiritual and psychic experiences. it can be so overwelming! since it seems "incomprehensible" every emotion possible just fills me. i have burst into tears, that won't stop, several times, after an experience. i think we become so use to explaining emotional rushes as something negative. we automatically see it as a cue to be sad or fearful. maybe it could be seen as a cue to be renewed, and enlightened. does this make any sense?
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| HOLMES |
25 Jun 2002 |
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yes it does. :O)
when i used to try channeling at the beginning my eyes would water and i didnt' know why my guide told me they were lost tears that i never cried.
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| Diana |
25 Jun 2002 |
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Holmes, my dear friend. This is not a glimpse of things to come. This is a glimpse of things that have been, and that are today. Be not afraid. Your talents come not from yourself - you are the instrument of the Great Ones who need people like you to pass their messages to humankind. Can you not trust them? Put your hand in theirs and let them lead the way. They will show you the paths to follow - "they leadeth me beside the still waters, for their names' sake". They will reward you a hundred fold.
The tears are important too. They cleanse your body through your eyes - your eyes that symbolise the vision you have been graced with.
Walk in the light. And you will accomplish wonderful and very important things.
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