Need Help--Bad Habit Need to Break

Thread originally posted on the Aeclectic Tarot Forum on 06 Jun 2002, and now archived in the Forum Library.

PurpleGoddess	06 Jun 2002
Hi All, I love how we can share anything on this website. It's like having real sisters/brothers who love us unconditionally though we may never meet. I just had a reading done in the exchange room...thanks Holmes and now I have my fear of rejection/abandonment/heart break out in front me loud and clear. I believe that what you think, fear or love will manifest itself and it has. I've had problems in the past few years because of these fears and now I may have let someone go that ought to be in my life and letting someone in who ought be only on the perifery. I also think with my head instead of feeling with my heart in any male/female relationship unless we're just friends... I've written down in my journals the man of my dreams and both hold qualities of him, one may have more (the new one) and have physical characteristics that i've dreamed about. Feeling safe is something that is very important to me in a relationship and i feel that more w/the new one too. I asked the Universe last night in my dreams to help me find the answer and i didn't have any feeling one way or another of which to let into my heart. It could be that I'm not ready to hear the answers yet. So I would like to have your help in letting go of the habit of having fear control my life and to feel the power of the Universe/God/Goddess in my life so I can truly feel with my heart and stop thinking with my head. Thinking as tricked me into thinking i'm really feeling something when I'm not. Sorry this is so long. I'm wandering round in space trying to find the right words to share with you. I don't believe in doing love spells (tried once, back fire!) so as a lone-practioner I know better now. Clarity of the heart and soul! that's it! Any words of wisdom would be appreaciated! Blessed Be! P.G.

zorya	06 Jun 2002
hi purple goddess! this is kind of a crazy thought, but maybe you could shake up things a bit, get out of the mental obsession habit (which i can relate to!) by not allowing yourself to make a decision for one week. think about it if you must, but no final decisions.

PurpleGoddess	06 Jun 2002
i can try but it's going to be hard because i feel like i can't go on until this is resolved. but i can't do anything i feel exactly what it is i'm feeling. thanks

Aerin	07 Jun 2002
You might want to ask yourself 'What has to be true for me to feel safe?' and write a list right down to every tiny thing. 'When is a time in my life I've felt most safe?' and write down all the characteristics of that. Also 'What has to be true for me to feel fearful - how do I do it?' and 'When is a time I have felt fearful?' That may help you to tease out what is going on at different ends of a spectrum? Safe and fearful are diferent for everyone, and it is important to be safe: sometimes it can be safer to acknowledge fears and find the nugget of truth within them - pushing them away tends to make them grumpy so they just come back because they are not being listened to properly. Just like any good friend with your best interests at heart. And thank yourself for knowing that you are good at protecting yourself, because it is very very important. What do you really, really want? If you could have it all, right now? Aerin

Ravenswing	08 Jun 2002
Dear PG-- ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------- So I would like to have your help in letting go of the habit of having fear control my life and to feel the power of the Universe/God/Goddess in my life so I can truly feel with my heart and stop thinking with my head. Thinking as tricked me into thinking i'm really feeling something when I'm not. --------------------------------------------------------------------------------- this sounds like the outline for a prayer to the Universe/God/Dess. LVX steve

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