Spirtual Synchronicity: Dreams, Tarot & Psychic Readings all coming together

Thread originally posted on the Aeclectic Tarot Forum on 10 Sep 2002, and now archived in the Forum Library.

amyel	10 Sep 2002
I'd posted under Talking tarot about a few readings I'd done recently where the 5 Staffs kept coming up. I got some really great interpretations on it, all revolving around, essentially, balancing my professional self and my personal self. Well, apparently I didn't get it, according to my psyche. Stronger measures were required. Last Saturday, I woke up sobbing into my pillow, saying "I can't take it any more". The dream was very vivid and very detailed. **************************************************** I was in hospital having been diagnosed with breast cancer. I was undergoing treatment, and it was making me quite sick. Hubs came in to the room one day and said he couldn't take it any more and wanted a divorce, and he wanted me to pay him alimony, because he hadn't been working for several months. Because he hadn't been working, I had been paying his child support, so his ex wife, when she found out we were divorced (remember, this a dream - things happen immediately!) she successfully sued me for child support based on my salary, not hubs' (when he had one). This was a considerable difference. So here I am, sick in my hospital bed, terminally ill, paying alimony to my now ex husband and child support to *his* ex wife, and then the dr's come in and tell me a positive attitude is required to get well. And I start sobbing in my pillow crying "I can't take it any more!". ******************************************** So I just told my mom about this dream, because she is very good at interpreting dreams. And she started to interpret it and one of the things she said was: "Amy, your dream is pointing out that you have put work behind you and find the things that give you joy again. You've taken on too much and you feel too responsible." And I said: "Mom! This is so strange, because this kept coming up in my tarot readings recently, too". On top of all this, my sister went to a psychic about two years ago and she asked about all her family members, including me, of course. This lady said that after menopause, I would have a spiritual re-awakening, and I would blossom into the person I was meant to be. I have to tell you, I still don't know who that person I am suppose to be is, *but* I am undergoing treatment for endometriosis which is basically forcing me into menopause by use of birth control pills. And since I started this treatment, I have finally been able to reconnect with tarot and am trying to find joy in my life again.... Sometimes, messages need to hit from all sides, don't they? Well, the message has now been recieved - now the hard part is in finding a way to leave "professional Amy" at work and become "personal Amy" at home; to find joy in my life again. And that's the hard road, isn't it? Has anyone else had this sort of multiple messages? Did you pay attention?

lunalafey	11 Sep 2002
Sounds like we are sorta floating along the same synchronistic river. The cards and the coincidences, and a number of other occurances have been giving me direction and needed information for a few years now. It's nice to be given knowlege to reassure ourselves that we are doing what we are where we are supposed to be. We are given messages we need to see ourselves through the hard parts. We may not like the place we find ourselves in, but there is a reason for it and when a message comes along I try to aknowledge it and know that it is OK, do what is right and getting past it will be a cake walk......sometimes though, logic or habit makes in neccessary for a cosmic slap in the face. HELLO?....lol...

amyel	13 Sep 2002
Exactly. You know, when I was in my 20's, I would have gone along for the ride, but not have thought anything of it. In my early - mid 30's, I would have thought about what was happening, but not delved into it, or not have known what to do with the message, even if I bothered to explore it further. But now I am listening. And trying to learn. And happy to be on the journey. And not afraid of the unknown. I feel.....calm.

lunalafey	14 Sep 2002
Quote: Originally posted by amyel I feel.....calm. Yes

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