Bloudwedd
OK, lets see if I can explain this without people calling a shrink.....
During the last couple of das I have started to study the cards very intensly and to be honest I have kind of got addicted to learning to fluidly read the cards without any books and such next to me. I have done very few face to face readings in the past, but there is where I am dreaming to go, face-to-face. At the moment I am reading for people at AT ans also taking in requests from forums and such and via my own blog. However I have lately noticed two things that complicates things. First of all to some extent the oopportunities to read do not always regularily. Have you heard about the ketchup-effect? First nothing, then nothing again and then oooops - everything comes all at once. Which means that on slow days (like today) I really have nothing to do and I start feeling I need my "fix" On the other hand, I also noticed that I at the moment need to start practice on my sheilding and grounding even as I do e-mail readings. I am empatic and some times I take on way too much of my currents energy. Happened to me two nights ago and it took me 3 hours to even fall asleep although I was exhausted. So at the moment I can not handle more than one reading a day. Even less if they are very special. But I still want to work on the symbology and especially on how different cards come together.
So I am pondering the idea of doing "fake readings". Basicly, just turn up three cards for an imaginary client and read from there. What I worries about is if that would blurr my capability to plug into the card again when it is "for real" again. You know for the same reason some people say that confusing messages could be given when you keep asking the cards the same question over and over again. What you think? Am I just paranoid? Do you guys have any other suggestions in how I improve in learning how to read cards together and for diiferent subjects?
Do I here sirenes getting closer?
During the last couple of das I have started to study the cards very intensly and to be honest I have kind of got addicted to learning to fluidly read the cards without any books and such next to me. I have done very few face to face readings in the past, but there is where I am dreaming to go, face-to-face. At the moment I am reading for people at AT ans also taking in requests from forums and such and via my own blog. However I have lately noticed two things that complicates things. First of all to some extent the oopportunities to read do not always regularily. Have you heard about the ketchup-effect? First nothing, then nothing again and then oooops - everything comes all at once. Which means that on slow days (like today) I really have nothing to do and I start feeling I need my "fix" On the other hand, I also noticed that I at the moment need to start practice on my sheilding and grounding even as I do e-mail readings. I am empatic and some times I take on way too much of my currents energy. Happened to me two nights ago and it took me 3 hours to even fall asleep although I was exhausted. So at the moment I can not handle more than one reading a day. Even less if they are very special. But I still want to work on the symbology and especially on how different cards come together.
So I am pondering the idea of doing "fake readings". Basicly, just turn up three cards for an imaginary client and read from there. What I worries about is if that would blurr my capability to plug into the card again when it is "for real" again. You know for the same reason some people say that confusing messages could be given when you keep asking the cards the same question over and over again. What you think? Am I just paranoid? Do you guys have any other suggestions in how I improve in learning how to read cards together and for diiferent subjects?
Do I here sirenes getting closer?