Swordinthestoner
Hello!
I have been using the Thoth tarot deck for about 6 years. As a method of learning and deepening my understanding of the cards, I will pull two or three cards a day while asking the question "what should I meditate on for today?". I have in the past pulled the heirophant every day for two weeks. I know my spirit guides are communicating in this way, and that sometimes the meaning of a card that comes up constantly, is the universe telling you that you did not receive the message.
What's happened, nearly every single day for two months is that I have pulled the 9 of swords (cruelty). I have looked deeper into the meaning of the card itself, and have tried to understand why this is happening. I have asked my fiancé to pull the cards for me, shuffle them, or pull the card. Each day: 9 of swords. I have contemplated the negative thought patterns I would like to free myself from, and do have much trauma and darkness in my past.
My question is: has this happened to anyone else? What do you think this signals? And how do you define the 9 of swords?
I have been using the Thoth tarot deck for about 6 years. As a method of learning and deepening my understanding of the cards, I will pull two or three cards a day while asking the question "what should I meditate on for today?". I have in the past pulled the heirophant every day for two weeks. I know my spirit guides are communicating in this way, and that sometimes the meaning of a card that comes up constantly, is the universe telling you that you did not receive the message.
What's happened, nearly every single day for two months is that I have pulled the 9 of swords (cruelty). I have looked deeper into the meaning of the card itself, and have tried to understand why this is happening. I have asked my fiancé to pull the cards for me, shuffle them, or pull the card. Each day: 9 of swords. I have contemplated the negative thought patterns I would like to free myself from, and do have much trauma and darkness in my past.
My question is: has this happened to anyone else? What do you think this signals? And how do you define the 9 of swords?