Wow.. so much to chew on!
I see how the expression "warrior lord", that only suggested to me pride and strenght to use as inspiration for the task of helping Nuit, is indeed connected far more usefully with the idea of the first expression of the True Will in Geburah, and I do see this in the fives of the Tarot, especially in the 5 of Swords, that is in Yetzirah.
Nuit incarnates in each one of us to experience the only thing she is missing in her perfection: imperfection.
To get experience she must "forget" her wholeness and this is the reason we live in the illusion of division, aagain expressed by Geburah.
This illusion is at the base of our "free will", the freedom to follow the will of the Ego, tricked by the illusion of division.. but the forces of the universe regularly give us a more or less delicate "push" towards the Path of our True Will, and we call this Karma.
And Geburah readily supply a convenient symbol/space for it.
I start to see how beautifully the Tree of Life works..
I loved the bit about Me and Nothing..
How we should make our rules (the one we give ourselves, the Emperor) follow fhe path designed for us when we were incarnated and the indications of our True Will (the Star).
I am planning a wisdom reading over my true will..
Because I must confess that I have no got the slightest what it is..
I really need to get down to some good old practical work.
I think I should look at my birth chart as well to see if I get any inspiration..
With all that has happened to me, I find myself at 36 at a junction where I am unespectedly free to decide what to do with my life (I know I am quite old for that but there I am..).
I fhink I am very lucky and this time I won't allow my Ego to take the reins, since I have seen where I ended up.. at least if I suffer it will be for a proper reason, not for pride or to make someone else happy..
Thanks to everyone! You do a great job by helping newcomers on this path. It's appreciated.