EmpressArwen
Be easier on yourself. I've seen enough of you around here to at least know you're not a loser. OK, lecture over.
What an intriguing experience you had though!
I like the idea of putting those cards up somewhere where you might see them regularly. Over time, you may see something in them that you don't see just now. I would guess that someone/something--call it by whatever name resonates--had a message for you, and chose this means to get it into your hands. It'll make sense at some point, and I'll bet it's not as negative as you're making it out to be at this moment.
I know if it were me, I'd probably pull those cards from a wide variety of decks to see what came to mind looking at different versions of them as well. I've had good luck with some more difficult-to-interpret readings when I've later gone back and laid them out with different decks.
But with such an open ended question, I could see where it might be some time before the meaning of this answer takes shape.
Thanks, hon. I really was kidding though, I only think I'm a little bit of a loser.
I do tend to jump to the most negative connotation possible. You are right, I'll give it a bit of time and see if anything comes up. I will look up some possible meanings and decks to see if something different resonates. Thanks again!