*gulp* Let me tell you I have been avoiding this thread like the plague....I have been having a real block with this card...heehee...Sunblock
I
was sooo excited about this card. You see next week my friend is designing a Sun for me (as per Seekers question 9#). It is going to go on my business card, and my website and eventually will be the logo for my Holistic Healing Centre...great...so I couldn't wait to receive some revelations and inspirations about this card
The Sun is also my Shadow/Inner Teacher card...great, some may say, you are so lucky to have the Sun as this card. Why? Why, do people say that?? Can you imagine your 'shadow' being so bright??
The other problem is the Sun from the Herbal Tarot, it's awful, it's the worst card I have ever seen. Apologies to the designer(s) and anyone who likes it, but I have found it to be the most ugly, revolting card I have ever seen in my life!
And I have never really liked the RWS Sun, either. What is it with that child on the horse and what is over the other side of the fence?
Well, I have become obsessed with this question (maybe I will start a thread on it...)
What is on the other side of the fence?
So, I thought I would do a meditation on it....so I jumped over the fence and found myself in the Ten of Cups imagery and was told I was in the 'field of dreams.'
But why was the field of dreams on that side, and the horse and child are moving away from it?? After that short meditation I fell asleep and had a really awful nightmare (I had the cards under my pillow) about the 'light' and 'dark' side, it was awful, it made me feel sick and since then everyday I have tried to come up with something about that card, but I JUST CAN"T.....
On the lighter side, I washed all the bed linen yesterday and realised the cards were in my pillow case, I rescued them, but they have been cleaned
Now what is the lesson here?
I have always studied Tarot on my own always, and it will be awhile yet until you all are here, so I will have to wait for you all and see how you can help me out with your thoughts ideas and wisdom and inspiration and revelations etc etc etc.
Should I have not been a smart alec and started with The Magician like everyone else??
Who knows????
Look forward to seeing you all here
TA
Edited to add I tried to find a picture of the Herbal Tarot Sun, but couldn't...
And I am too much of a tech-dunce to scan and post it myself...