i tried that last night while i was talking to my boyfriend i was just laying there looking at them while i was talking. and although my boyfriend isnt a believer in them, (he prefers playing cards also) he was listening to me complain about it. then something he said hit me like a brick to the chest!!! im never in the same room as them unless im on the phone or asleep. so i decided that i would take them out and put them in my car for awhile to see how they reacted to being around me for awhile there. well i took them out there last night and bundled them up even though i live in CA doesnt meant its always warm and i didnt want frozen angry fae, so i put them in my back seat well ive spent 2 hours in my car already today and when i got home i pulled them out and began looking through them again this time Ekstasis was on top and i specifically remember putting honesty on the top becuase i put him there and asked for the answers about this relationship im currently in. im only 18 and being in a long distace relatioship this serious was something that had been on my mind for awhile...among numerous other things. well when i pulled them out today before i even looked and them i rubbed them against my chest to warm them up and when i looked down i saw this beautiful teal and electric blue card staring up at me. and first of all im a sucker for colors like that almost everything i own are in those colors. and the second thing that caught my eye was that the part that drops down from the wings looks IDENTICAL to a necklace i have. so i ran for the necklace and sure enough almost excat! now ive been quite excited for awhile now. i woke up about 4 am and had nothing else to do so i went for a drive forgetting they were in there....when i calmed down and looked up the meaning to the card i was absolutly astonished!!!! it means ecstasy which i felt this morning when i saw this card! joy, rapture and motivation! when i began reading the starter reading i got even more excitied "this card in a reading says, among other things go for it! it confirms that we are on course, moving in a good direction..."i had asked about my boyfriend and if this was the right thing. (now a little background, im 18 hes 23, im in cali hes in florida i love him to death but i worry and wonder if this is the right thing, and as he nears closer and closer to graduating from college and preparing to move to cali with me i started to wonder if it was the right...i have a hard time completing letting go in realtionships i hold too much in sometimes) and this card just filled me with so much joy and happiness along with having the faeries actually speak to me! i called his sister who also uses the deck and is aware of my situtation and she said that sometimes they are just dying to tell you the answer all you have do is ask!!! she also told me that she thinks maybe honesty is my guide faerie, becuase i asked for an honest answer about this relationship! im so excited thank you everyone and now i can feel it and relate to the things u guys tlak about!
