RavenOfSummer
I am deeply moved by your post uraszz, and wishing you comfort. As others have said, Midori was deeply loved by you and that gave him a beautiful life. I do not have the Mary El deck myself but have indeed found in my short time working with tarot that the cards can be a friend and a guide. If you don't mind, I will light a candle for you and try to send some healing energy your way <3