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The path of Teth connects not only Chesed's archetypical laws with Geburah's carrying them out, but also the main Pillars of Mercy and Severity. Therefore it is a path of particularly strong and fruitful polarity, a highly sexual path between love and will as such, of fluent manifestation. If successful, this intercourse fuels the soul's journey into form with a loving determination that enables it to accept, control and transform the earthly forces of nature. These are symbolized by the lion (Leo!) on the tarot trump below, controlled by a woman, Eve, a key actor behind our venture into self-consciousness, our Lust for life.
-PEH - WORD, THE TOWER, THE PHILOSOPHICAL FAVOR IN HOD BEGOTTEN FAVOR OF SEBEK'S PRIMORDIAL FORCE BALANCED WITH NETZACH - When emotional stability is achieved, and by the purification of my own Word which seems lately to be a councilling from a higher source for others as well as an aegis that repels with lightening (literally each and every time a few seconds of contemplation is given to jupiter, etc, when I draw something esoteric, when I create a poem, or post a facebook status, I have this feeling that A LOT OF THE PEOPLE WHO WERE THREATENING, HARASSING, ATTEMPTING TO HUNT DOWN, SCHEME, AND PLOT AGAINST ME, have failed from the start. Sebek's wisdom will be added below.
Before the attainment of the things Said and Done by the Great Work, I was utterly saturnine, even between the stages of calcination and conjunction which are less scornful by God's Word than the rotting death of fermentation, when death spreads like a plague to my life and others (people were dying not necessarily in my circle, but at the heightened stages of my Black Magickal practice people would start to die as a MESSAGE that my TARGET's hex worked, but not to the extent that the target died. I've driven people mad, I've caused decay of relationships and partnerships and all thats good, etc. I've chased madness in symbols and omens in daily life and found Gold and Philosophy therein as Its Stone.
- DALETH -door- - BY THE FORCE (CHOKMAH TO BINAH) WHICH IS ILLUMINATING THE TRUE WORD- SHARING - LILITH, WIFE OF SET, ETC, BLUEbell, bee's (honey?) - The door has taken the form of a lust after women my WHOLE LIFE, and the central problem to my most dysfunctional depression was the desire for a woman, a self conscious lonelyness that seemed to DEVOUR (sebek) from the Inside. As a boy I had a dream of an Alligator devouring me, my helpless small form swallowed by Empty Jaws. Lately is a recurring theme of a mighty and magick young child who was jokingly percieved as a super hero at one point. (looking back to the picture of Hitler lined up with the Marvel Heroes in a school studen-made painting in Tibet some time ago, JUST HOW FAR have my thoughts been effective???).
I haven't hexed anybody, but they destroyed themselves. The primordial pool is everywhere and its mirror reflects. ciricumstances by nature have allowed for A LOT OF RUMOROUS CONFUSION of where I live, allowing for nobody to find me and start trouble, allowing for time for THEM TO GET SEVERELY DEVOURED BY JAWS OF SEBEK.
This post is basically typed in a maddened excitement by the discovery, I want a legitimate qaballist to observe the 'three pronged ladder' (MEM has a significant force here, it represents not only the sacrifice for that raw black sorcerous hatred, but also the fact that BY SUSPENSION BETWEEN KNOWING AND NOT KNOWING, WANTING BUT NOT DESIRING, ACTION AND STILLNESS, a HUGE key to my big life problems has been discovered, and so even the act of reading is magick. the act of drawing is magick. the act of becoming and breathing and changing and regenerating and living IS ALL MAGICK!
Three the Empress's number, and the final culmination of the Form of my life is apparent in its Nature.
Sebek:
I am the dogged intelligence, who by knowing and not knowing, waking and sleeping, determine Friend from Foe.
THE EARTH'S INFERNO RECORDED THEREIN, THE JAWS ARE THE DUALITY SNAPPING THEMSELVES SHUT IN FEEDING OPPORTUNISM!
The INTELLIGENCE who by...
Expectancy of Doom begets the Salvation of the Light
Who by deliverance of decay begets regeneration
Who by sitting and standing, who by moving and stillness, Do and Do Not
I am Neither nor nor Yes.
I am the the sudden stop at the wall of obliteration
which destroys itself
and returns reborn
to ride the Fiery Current of the Light.
The immovable object when it is challenged by the unstoppable force, devouring itself by snapping Its Jaws Shut
I am the rager who by not raging, seethes the waves to topple towers with beneath the Earth
As the Sun finds its way.
I am eating and shitting
Destroying and Building
the humility of willing that Ultimate Defiance
which by Virtue of None Virtue
Descends beneath the fires of the earth,
ascends and descends again to the lair beneath the waters
ascends and ascends again to the Heavens
By sitting upon the throne of the Emperor
whose granite is made of Fire
Whose hammer is a Mace but not Iron (lol)
who by sitting upon the grounds of the impoverished
whose shirt is made of bitter disatisfaction and embraced malice
By being bitter to malice and disatisfied from what is embraced
sit upon the throne of both
the King and Queen
Who art the sun above the holy firmament
and the moon the highest priest of magick
reflecting her Light beneath the Darkened Waves
http://lazaruslair.f...ginal_large.jpg
Therein lies knowing and not knowing, by being aware of and unaware of,
the Sun is one eye
the moon the other
the void the face
of our old and warey god
void is that air which glues all aspects of Life
thus is the manifestation of God by the Vibration of Air
the Thunderous Word Found in Silence
the Trees are His Beard
We are only Man And Woman
The struggle to live and the struggle not to die
therein war is life!
-PEH - WORD, THE TOWER, THE PHILOSOPHICAL FAVOR IN HOD BEGOTTEN FAVOR OF SEBEK'S PRIMORDIAL FORCE BALANCED WITH NETZACH - When emotional stability is achieved, and by the purification of my own Word which seems lately to be a councilling from a higher source for others as well as an aegis that repels with lightening (literally each and every time a few seconds of contemplation is given to jupiter, etc, when I draw something esoteric, when I create a poem, or post a facebook status, I have this feeling that A LOT OF THE PEOPLE WHO WERE THREATENING, HARASSING, ATTEMPTING TO HUNT DOWN, SCHEME, AND PLOT AGAINST ME, have failed from the start. Sebek's wisdom will be added below.
Before the attainment of the things Said and Done by the Great Work, I was utterly saturnine, even between the stages of calcination and conjunction which are less scornful by God's Word than the rotting death of fermentation, when death spreads like a plague to my life and others (people were dying not necessarily in my circle, but at the heightened stages of my Black Magickal practice people would start to die as a MESSAGE that my TARGET's hex worked, but not to the extent that the target died. I've driven people mad, I've caused decay of relationships and partnerships and all thats good, etc. I've chased madness in symbols and omens in daily life and found Gold and Philosophy therein as Its Stone.
- DALETH -door- - BY THE FORCE (CHOKMAH TO BINAH) WHICH IS ILLUMINATING THE TRUE WORD- SHARING - LILITH, WIFE OF SET, ETC, BLUEbell, bee's (honey?) - The door has taken the form of a lust after women my WHOLE LIFE, and the central problem to my most dysfunctional depression was the desire for a woman, a self conscious lonelyness that seemed to DEVOUR (sebek) from the Inside. As a boy I had a dream of an Alligator devouring me, my helpless small form swallowed by Empty Jaws. Lately is a recurring theme of a mighty and magick young child who was jokingly percieved as a super hero at one point. (looking back to the picture of Hitler lined up with the Marvel Heroes in a school studen-made painting in Tibet some time ago, JUST HOW FAR have my thoughts been effective???).
I haven't hexed anybody, but they destroyed themselves. The primordial pool is everywhere and its mirror reflects. ciricumstances by nature have allowed for A LOT OF RUMOROUS CONFUSION of where I live, allowing for nobody to find me and start trouble, allowing for time for THEM TO GET SEVERELY DEVOURED BY JAWS OF SEBEK.
This post is basically typed in a maddened excitement by the discovery, I want a legitimate qaballist to observe the 'three pronged ladder' (MEM has a significant force here, it represents not only the sacrifice for that raw black sorcerous hatred, but also the fact that BY SUSPENSION BETWEEN KNOWING AND NOT KNOWING, WANTING BUT NOT DESIRING, ACTION AND STILLNESS, a HUGE key to my big life problems has been discovered, and so even the act of reading is magick. the act of drawing is magick. the act of becoming and breathing and changing and regenerating and living IS ALL MAGICK!
Three the Empress's number, and the final culmination of the Form of my life is apparent in its Nature.
Sebek:
I am the dogged intelligence, who by knowing and not knowing, waking and sleeping, determine Friend from Foe.
THE EARTH'S INFERNO RECORDED THEREIN, THE JAWS ARE THE DUALITY SNAPPING THEMSELVES SHUT IN FEEDING OPPORTUNISM!
The INTELLIGENCE who by...
Expectancy of Doom begets the Salvation of the Light
Who by deliverance of decay begets regeneration
Who by sitting and standing, who by moving and stillness, Do and Do Not
I am Neither nor nor Yes.
I am the the sudden stop at the wall of obliteration
which destroys itself
and returns reborn
to ride the Fiery Current of the Light.
The immovable object when it is challenged by the unstoppable force, devouring itself by snapping Its Jaws Shut
I am the rager who by not raging, seethes the waves to topple towers with beneath the Earth
As the Sun finds its way.
I am eating and shitting
Destroying and Building
the humility of willing that Ultimate Defiance
which by Virtue of None Virtue
Descends beneath the fires of the earth,
ascends and descends again to the lair beneath the waters
ascends and ascends again to the Heavens
By sitting upon the throne of the Emperor
whose granite is made of Fire
Whose hammer is a Mace but not Iron (lol)
who by sitting upon the grounds of the impoverished
whose shirt is made of bitter disatisfaction and embraced malice
By being bitter to malice and disatisfied from what is embraced
sit upon the throne of both
the King and Queen
Who art the sun above the holy firmament
and the moon the highest priest of magick
reflecting her Light beneath the Darkened Waves
http://lazaruslair.f...ginal_large.jpg
Therein lies knowing and not knowing, by being aware of and unaware of,
the Sun is one eye
the moon the other
the void the face
of our old and warey god
void is that air which glues all aspects of Life
thus is the manifestation of God by the Vibration of Air
the Thunderous Word Found in Silence
the Trees are His Beard
We are only Man And Woman
The struggle to live and the struggle not to die
therein war is life!