alyna
alyna,
Heart - Man - Tree - Letter - Dog
I'd say your father got some news from a doctor regarding his health... And this often makes people get really scared and being scared they sometimes get mad and angry, you know... May be he doesn't want to tell you to not scare you too.
Storks - Tree - Man - Bear - Child
He is not coping well with your emancipation. He feels you get more and more loose, you get too much out of his influence and his control. He wants to be viewed as a traditional father, to whom you just listen and obey, preferably not to talk back or arguing with him. Like in a very patriarchal society.
He may be fearing you can get pregnant and he does not feel so strong anymore (maybe he takes some medicine for a chronic illness) to support you and a child.
Interestingly Ronia and Dephne both pulled out man and Tree but in reverse combination. He has been ill lately but he has got me so far away from him emotionally I don't even want to know what happened to him, and even if he is ill I have always been the one who has always took care of him then why is he doing this to me now. its so heart-breaking. I'm hating myself and everything around me.
Daphne you are right about something, I also sense that he is trying to sort of challenge me, and my ability to challenge him, just like my mother. Me and my mother had this sort of relationship , more like power struggle all my life and now my father also has turned into someone like her. This leaves me alone, it breaks me down, it kills me. he's definitely being over-powering with Bear there. No I would never want a child, I never want to end up being a parent like them...