Do what thou wilt shall be the whole of the Law!
Hello Aeon 418,
Yes, I've given that much thought. Especially because what you said happened to me in the last group. Of course it's all a case of trial and error. The theory can be sound, but if practice is too much for everybody then problems are just waiting to happen. The good part of the previous group was that there was no discussion about the way to go, there was a clear structure and they were all a bunch of nice men and women.
Problems arose when putting theory into practice and after not too long a time there was a growing chance of becoming just the next bunch of hippies that were all agreeing together. We were going nowhere in the bad sense of the word.
In hindsight it's always easy to see what went wrong, so you won't make the same mistakes again. But: I didn't see at the time that I was dealing with people that wanted to do things while saying Do what thou wilt shall be the whole of the Law!.
Of course that's my mistake: it's like a coach that can't see clear what kind of team he has and keeps telling himself that with enough attention and patience the potential will come out.
So: that's why I asked the people on this forum for their views (thank you for sharing them
). A place or a group isn't that hard to find/form, but - as you say - keeping it from becoming another hippie commune is another story.
Apart from a lot of other writings from Crowley I also read his piece about freedom and I know that the hardest discipline will bring the greatest freedom. It's as if you must know the discipline in a soccer game before you can show all your unique talents with the ball to the audience. If you manage that, then it's beautiful and useful.
I shall now read the Soror Meral story.
Love is the law, love under will.
Walter