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It's not me ... I'm safe behind my dark glasses.
Q of Cups in tropical astrology (here we go again!) but I have another side.
"Fire of Water for me is passionate emotion. So, he can be the guy who wants to sweep you off your feet, or the sensitive artist that gets caught up in his canvas. He puts everything he has into what he feels. "
At times, just like this.
"The peacock is supposed to represent brilliance or something, but I see it more as a showyness.... "
Oh yeah! Tha's me ... a big show off. (I cant believe you haven't noticed!)
Would you like to see me twirl my martial arts weapons while balancing on one leg while resiting Swinburne's 'Chorus from Atalanta' ? - probably not (but the poem from the Rite of Venus certainly worked on that Flamenco dance teacher ... yum! ... she turned and looked at her friend and said ..."he's pretty good isn't he?"
What a show off! At least they know your interested and putting in an effort
"He kind of sucks if he's ill dignified - he'll say or do anything to win your affection, I think."
And here is the problem, I know most guys use this tactic .. it's pathetic! yet when I really want to express a feeling it feels like its gonna come out all corney and bullshit and manipulaty. But then I am encouraged to share my feelings ... so I do. ... or used to... (once bitten twice shy) ... best to keep it for those who understand.
"Hmm, based on just the way the card is presented, I'd say that the Knight periodically leaps out of the ocean to catch as much sun as he can in his cup. I say this because he is headed east (sun rises in the east) as well as the fact that the huge swell of the waves shows the amount of power he needed to break from the sea and reach the sun.
He is focused completely on reaching the sun (which I think sympolizes finding the emotional meaning of his life because of the crab representing cancer that is present) while his steed turns back almost in disbelief of how far it's come. "
I like that ... I really like that one, that's my aim.
"as if he wants people to recognize his base in water aka where he's coming from." Or in my case, somehow just assume that they DO know where I'm coming from.
"This is the guy who 'goes missing' for a week and a half cos he got invited to some big party or whatever, and never thought to tell his girlfriend (let alone take her with him, and then can't understand why she is upset when he turns up again."
Yep! That's me, except change the world girlfriend to lover or cuddle-buddy or whatever, I gave up on girlfriends. Also this. I seem nonchalant about it all, she goes off on a holiday and I'm pining and forlorn to her absolute surprise and shock.
"Thoughtless.
He's not deliberatly cruel, and there is very little actual harm in him. Mostly the harm comes from his inability to look deeper into the people around him, and to see them as people in their own right rather than as adjunts to himself."
Arrrgh! Squirm! Yeah probably ... but when I get a kindred spirit it works really well. She can come home and tell me about the spunky guy that made a pass at her ... even about the lucsious one-night stand she had. And I'll be happy for her and ask questions and say, "good on ya!" (as long as its healthy and he's nice to her) and it's what she wants. I INSIST it's possible to be best friends and lovers and sometimes it actually works! But hey! I'm a Thelemite .it seems fair, it might not be easy (dealing with past conditionings etc. and what comes up) but it's fun ... just gotta stay away from those with expectations and projections because they can get hurt by it.
" He just drifts through life, living very much in the now, and concentrating very much on himself."
YEP! and making my life and my environment JUST how I want it ... with the least interference possible in other peoples wills.
"this knight has a very immature personality."
Or as the cancer?goat is described "A child trapped in an adults body"
"The Knight o' Cups overwhelms with the 'let-me-sweep-ye-off-yer-feet, let's party, let's schmooze, let's dance, let's screw, and preferrably all in the next 10 mintues' "
Hmmm ... I'd rather spend 10 hours doing that.
"Water can be treacherous, of course - but water is also indispensible for life, water is healing, water is gentle. And he's fire, so his heart is pure."
Yeah! You're such a sweetie little turtle!
Phew! What was all THAT about! I may as well post up naked pictures! Talk about exposing myself ... read quickly before I edit to "nah I'm not like that at all"
Q of Cups in tropical astrology (here we go again!) but I have another side.
"Fire of Water for me is passionate emotion. So, he can be the guy who wants to sweep you off your feet, or the sensitive artist that gets caught up in his canvas. He puts everything he has into what he feels. "
At times, just like this.
"The peacock is supposed to represent brilliance or something, but I see it more as a showyness.... "
Oh yeah! Tha's me ... a big show off. (I cant believe you haven't noticed!)
Would you like to see me twirl my martial arts weapons while balancing on one leg while resiting Swinburne's 'Chorus from Atalanta' ? - probably not (but the poem from the Rite of Venus certainly worked on that Flamenco dance teacher ... yum! ... she turned and looked at her friend and said ..."he's pretty good isn't he?"
What a show off! At least they know your interested and putting in an effort
"He kind of sucks if he's ill dignified - he'll say or do anything to win your affection, I think."
And here is the problem, I know most guys use this tactic .. it's pathetic! yet when I really want to express a feeling it feels like its gonna come out all corney and bullshit and manipulaty. But then I am encouraged to share my feelings ... so I do. ... or used to... (once bitten twice shy) ... best to keep it for those who understand.
"Hmm, based on just the way the card is presented, I'd say that the Knight periodically leaps out of the ocean to catch as much sun as he can in his cup. I say this because he is headed east (sun rises in the east) as well as the fact that the huge swell of the waves shows the amount of power he needed to break from the sea and reach the sun.
He is focused completely on reaching the sun (which I think sympolizes finding the emotional meaning of his life because of the crab representing cancer that is present) while his steed turns back almost in disbelief of how far it's come. "
I like that ... I really like that one, that's my aim.
"as if he wants people to recognize his base in water aka where he's coming from." Or in my case, somehow just assume that they DO know where I'm coming from.
"This is the guy who 'goes missing' for a week and a half cos he got invited to some big party or whatever, and never thought to tell his girlfriend (let alone take her with him, and then can't understand why she is upset when he turns up again."
Yep! That's me, except change the world girlfriend to lover or cuddle-buddy or whatever, I gave up on girlfriends. Also this. I seem nonchalant about it all, she goes off on a holiday and I'm pining and forlorn to her absolute surprise and shock.
"Thoughtless.
He's not deliberatly cruel, and there is very little actual harm in him. Mostly the harm comes from his inability to look deeper into the people around him, and to see them as people in their own right rather than as adjunts to himself."
Arrrgh! Squirm! Yeah probably ... but when I get a kindred spirit it works really well. She can come home and tell me about the spunky guy that made a pass at her ... even about the lucsious one-night stand she had. And I'll be happy for her and ask questions and say, "good on ya!" (as long as its healthy and he's nice to her) and it's what she wants. I INSIST it's possible to be best friends and lovers and sometimes it actually works! But hey! I'm a Thelemite .it seems fair, it might not be easy (dealing with past conditionings etc. and what comes up) but it's fun ... just gotta stay away from those with expectations and projections because they can get hurt by it.
" He just drifts through life, living very much in the now, and concentrating very much on himself."
YEP! and making my life and my environment JUST how I want it ... with the least interference possible in other peoples wills.
"this knight has a very immature personality."
Or as the cancer?goat is described "A child trapped in an adults body"
"The Knight o' Cups overwhelms with the 'let-me-sweep-ye-off-yer-feet, let's party, let's schmooze, let's dance, let's screw, and preferrably all in the next 10 mintues' "
Hmmm ... I'd rather spend 10 hours doing that.
"Water can be treacherous, of course - but water is also indispensible for life, water is healing, water is gentle. And he's fire, so his heart is pure."
Yeah! You're such a sweetie little turtle!
Phew! What was all THAT about! I may as well post up naked pictures! Talk about exposing myself ... read quickly before I edit to "nah I'm not like that at all"
. [I used to create deliberate (mock) fights in the supermarket with my 'wife' and watch the nearby shoppers, all of a sudden, become intently interested in products that were just within hearing range 