gorgeousbutterfly
well do the rest of the readings tommorow. sorry for the wait.
love, Anna
love, Anna
gorgeousbutterfly said:1)your outlook on question,romance/love life? losgunna . i feel you are either open to exploring or you need to be become more open, adventerous and explore the depths of your emotions. i see that maybe you are open to and romance but are unaware of how you can feel for someone and this card is telling me for you to be open to it and explore your emotions more. are you bored with the status qua? if you are then this card confirms for you to do something about it. i also get the feeling you might of been upset or heartbroken in the past in your relatinships and you are recovering now. you might of lost hope consiously or maybe subconsiously of possible love. maybe i am wrong but i feel your heart is closed off a little. you aren't opened to the divine light as much as you could be. also i'm not sure if you had a good relationship with your mother and this could impact your relationships with recieving love and anything divine like or (not sure if you are male) affect your relatinships with women. this is something that needs to be taken in consideration. also nuture your emotions. be open to it and don't be afraid to "really" feel. the bright mother popped up a few times in your reading so i get the message this is very important for you to consider.
gorgeousbutterfly said:2)what helps you in your "new" outlook on romance/love and relatinships. iris of the rainbow. iris is holding a wand and she wants to spread light in your heart so it opens more. she wants to bring you back to your natural state . remember when you were a kid and you had innocent hope for the future? this is what she wants to bring back. iris is someone you can work with. she wants you to remember that there is hope in the future and maybe you were hurt in the past but the being open in love and relationships this time around can bring you so much more then where you are right now. she tells you that to be open in the future to love , even if you k now you might get hurt will make you grow as a person and by not being open you stunt your growth personally. you stay stuck and don't move on in life. she also saids the more faith you have in the future the better your chances in love and relationships.its like a self-full filling prophecy. Also she wants you to be aware to not ignore this message, you might not htink its that bad but she is telling me to fullly consider this before rejecting it. "at this point it is helpful to think what we need to release, and to look after protecting and nuturing the seeds we have planted." you need to nuture your emotions, be kind to them. In nurturing yourself, give yourself the full compassion, patience, and understanding that you would give to a small child you really love.erhaps imagine such a child living within you. Let your inner voice take on the kind, reassuring tone of a loving parent. Support, validate, and be present within yourself. Invite your innermost feelings to come up within you, just as a loving parent would invite a child to open up and share how they truly felt.
gorgeousbutterfly said:what hinders your outlook on love/romance and relationships? taitin the slyph.you need to realize that you can't rationalize your emotions. emotions aren't rational you can't explain them. they just are. thinking over and over on why you feel this or that can confuse you also. In becoming mental, you miss simply experiencing an emotion as exactly what it is: a set of sensations in your body. A feeling is just a feeling, nothing more. It doesn't need to be analyzed or justified. It certainly doesn't need to be acted out. It only needs to be felt - by you. part of rationalizing feelings is saying something like this " i should trust him/or her because of this and that but i don't" you might feel this way but when you rationalize it it doesn't make sense. then you blame yourself but why? its how you feel. don't be ashamed on how you feel. this is just an example but you get the point? i feel you need to balance the intellect with the emotions more. i think healing yourself by talking to your inner child as it was a be a little kid would be helpful.
gorgeousbutterfly said:i know this reading was really indept but i had a feeling that i had to do that. the faeries? anyway let me know how it goes for you. hope it helps!
first of all, i noticed the faeries really wanted to speak out to me about you. i suppose you are close with them. they have your back and appreciate your loyalties to them. you have alot around you. you are very loved. now the reading....
1)what is going on? the soul shrinker. have to be honest with you before i did this reading i did an inkbox oracle reading and i saw a person not being aware of someone else's intentions. this card is about cruelty and gossip, so i'm not sure if you are doing this to someone ( i highly doubt) or somoene is doing this to you, you are either oblivous or are hurt by this. another possibility, you aren't using your feelings to express yourself, you aren't communicating properly and create miscommunication, or you could be closed off from you feelings and this is causing problems for you. also, maybe you are really sad inside but don't want to awknowledge it because its too hard for you. maybe you need to be more compassionate to yourself and be forgiving .
2)possible block? ekstasis (reversed) here i see strong emotions but you are witholding feeling them, maybe because its too deep? energy is not moving smoothly. there could be a lack of motivation and drive. it is important for you to feel what you feel and not make excues for what you feel or deny them. you are having a hard time moving from something. you need to feel this and move on, awknowledge it and be honest with youreslf and your feelings. also a possibility with this card is not wanting to know or see the true reality of how things are.
3)guidance to heal block? the rarr. be aware of what intentions you have. be careful where you put your energy to. also raar is not grounded so maybe you need to ground yourself, center and mediate.
4)what faery is with you in these times? penelope the dreamweaver. she is there to insire you. to brighten things up and also i get a feeling she wants you to always remember that you have faeries on your side. she is the one who reminds you of the presence of fae. she notices how you like them to be around so she makes sure that they are. also maybe in hard times she is there so you can focus less on problems and more on art maybe? do you have any creative hobbies? she can also be there for others when they have ignored their creative side. she saids that people who complain about life being"unfair" are ones who usually don't use their creativity. she saids using your creative side in life can make you happier and more positive. she also saids that by being creative you can explore your emotions and be more aware of how you " really" feel. ( basis of the reading ). when you draw or paint it is a projection of your emotional state. its also a release. it can be very healing for you now.