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... Earlier in the Book of the Law Nuit tells us to dedicate our experiences to her. Through a process of mindful awareness Nuit(the Universe) is able to co-experience her infinite possiblities with us. This act of conscious sharing and openess to experience is relatively easy provided that the experiences are those that the ego considers pleasurable. But what happens if Nuit(the Universe) presents us with a negative situation or a painful experience? All of a sudden that openess to experience that we have been cultivating switches off. We instinctively retreat from the painful situation and habitual ego defence walls go up. But there is no reason why our experience of pain cannot be dedicated to, and shared with, Nuit. If practiced with an open heart and without resistance it can be transformative and psychologically healing...
This is a very good paragraph and seems to capture the essence of my Thelemic 'religious' practice. I recommend that anyone with a difficulty understanding these concepts (and are interested in the Thelemic viewpoint) read it carefully a few times.
An important psychological process is at work here regardless of the metaphor one is attracted to.
The concept of; "Through a process of mindful awareness Nuit (the Universe) is able to co-experience her infinite possibilities with us." gives us our whole reason and purpose for being alive.
" We instinctively retreat from the painful situation and habitual ego defence walls go up." And that makes the situation worse. I know if I am having a bout of bad physical pain (and I do occasionally, aside from accidents, kidney stones and other events I have a painful disability plus for other reasons and conditions I can’t take painkillers except in very extreme situations) if I 'release it' it doesn’t go away but I am less attached to it. If my 'ego' is not so centralised and closed the pain isn’t all mine, I can 'share it around'.
I see similar processes at work with love and dedication in, for example, the willingness to accept just about anything on the part of a good parent for the good of the child. Some give their 'psycho/emotive' pain and guilt to Christ or Krishna and have a total change in their makeup.
Wilson vanDusen (hard core case psychiatrist - who treated 'hopeless' cases of schizophrenia and multiple personality disorder by assuming they WERE possessed by good or bad 'spirits' [after Swedenbough] ) found when someone could be cured part of the process involved enlisting them in social work, even if it was handing out food in a soup kitchen, it helped their recovery; taking part in a bigger social picture outside the concept of a closed self and sharing around what they had.
I found, aside from constant mindfulness, one of the best ways and times to be mindfull of this and clear up and realease any little packets of missed or blocked up energy in this regard was sunset Resh, releasing the experience of the day to Nuit and any risidual attachment.
- Tum is joy.