so they dont sound too bad now? I think a lot of these old names are compilations of the forces / gods (or even crafts) and parentage the individual chooses or inherits. One can end up with some strange sounding combinations; I would be some type of raven yumbar crab goat gungali horus maat nuit
Yup, it's all relative isn't it
A year ago I would have thought the same about Nuit and Hadit -"hey, why would I be adoring these funky egyptians??" In fact I'd still have a hard time explaining it to an outsider. I "blame" the tarot for connecting me to these symbols on a subtle level, they've sort of sneaked in gradually as I've contemplated the imagery.
"Bessy" and "Necky" don't appear in the tarot (unless they are seen as equivalents of Therion and Babalon or the pillars) which is probably why they feel so "alien" to me.
"Allahu Akhbar" on the other hand to me is a very strong symbol of religious fundamentalism, on an emotional level. Whenever I hear those words I cringe, due to all the awful associations I have with it. Intellectually I know that's not really "fair", so maybe it would actually do me some good to confront it and try to "rewire" my associations? I suppose it's the same reaction conservative christians get when they hear the word "devil"...an emotional trash can expression that gets to represent a whole bunch of things they just don't like.
Tricky bastards, these minds of ours!