Sometimes I think I am relating to the Christians in my life then suddenly I am not. It's akward. I'm just trying to figure it all out.
It might help you to reflect on why the Last Judgment gets replaced by the Aeon in the Thoth deck.
As has already been mentioned the traditional Judgment card and the new Aeon card occupy the same path on the Tree of Life and have the same attributions. So why was the Thoth card redesigned? The Thoth deck is a New Aeon Tarot, as such it incorporates a New Aeonic shift in perspective, a transition in consciousness away from a terrestrial-egoic-personality centered point of view to a solar perspective. This change of perspective has an effect on how some of the paths/cards appear. The path of Shin is one of them.
The Judgment card is a pictorial representation of how the personality-self "appears" to be transformed and resurrected at a higher level of spiritual awareness through the interaction of Spirit-Shin. From the personalities limited point of view spiritual development "appears" to be a trial by Fire whereby the aspirants ego follows the initiatory pattern of the dying and resurrected Solar God. The story of Jesus is the classic example of this motiff. During the course of their journey the aspirant is plunged into a Dark Night of Soul. There amid trial, tribulation, and turmoil they try to carry on with spiritial practices that have turned to dust and ashes. In the depths of despair they cry out, "Eloi Eloi lama sabachthani?" And nothing happens. All is dark and dead. But then something magical occurs. "
I am the resurrection, and the life: he that believeth in me, though he were dead, yet shall he live" One day, seemingly out of nowhere, the old fire suddenly bursts back into life. The inspiration returns, but now it's even more incredible and intense than it was before. To the aspirant it appears that they have evolved spiritually, moved to a higher plane of being, or been resurrected in a purer more exalted state.
It's time to burst the bubble though. In actual fact none of this happens. Just like the dying and resurrected sun, it's an illusion. It only appears to happen from the perspective of the little personality-self. In reality this little self never evolves or grows spirituality. It never moves to higher planes or anything like that. It is nothing more than a vehicle. What the personality-self perceives as spiritual growth and transformation is really just the True Solar Self manifesting
through them. It's almost as if they are continually giving birth to a Child. This Child is the real Self, not the personality that most people identify with. This shift in perspective is one reason why the Aeon replaces Judgment in the Thoth deck.