Arnnaria
I've been entertaining the possibility for a long time that I was someone in a past life. This person was my grandfather who died before I ever met him. There is a lot of instinctual knowledge about this, but suffice to say, this is nothing you can ever prove.
At the start of the year I lost my grandmother. This year has also been a very tumultuous year for me. Part of me thinks that the spirit of my grandfather has left me to join her in the afterlife and I don't know how to live without it.
So, I'm looking for a spread to help with the following questions: Was I someone in a past life? Was I my grandfather in a past life? Did part of my essence leave when my grandmother pass away?
Any help will be useful. Thanks in advance.
[This might sound "weird" or strange, but it helps telling it the story this way. From a psychological paradigm (which I am more inclined to believe), my grandmother was the last vestige of a "conservative" influence on the family. Now that she has passed I can act/be more liberal including expressing myself knowing I won't shame her. So, by her passing, I might have "given up" the essence of her conservative spouse.]
At the start of the year I lost my grandmother. This year has also been a very tumultuous year for me. Part of me thinks that the spirit of my grandfather has left me to join her in the afterlife and I don't know how to live without it.
So, I'm looking for a spread to help with the following questions: Was I someone in a past life? Was I my grandfather in a past life? Did part of my essence leave when my grandmother pass away?
Any help will be useful. Thanks in advance.
[This might sound "weird" or strange, but it helps telling it the story this way. From a psychological paradigm (which I am more inclined to believe), my grandmother was the last vestige of a "conservative" influence on the family. Now that she has passed I can act/be more liberal including expressing myself knowing I won't shame her. So, by her passing, I might have "given up" the essence of her conservative spouse.]