I've been through an emotional turmoil the last couple days, helping someone else in a healing capacity, and was stretched to the limit to use all I know about meditation, mindfulness, and coping to get through. Still shaking on the other side of the abyss . . .
So today my faerie card was Topsy Turveys--indeed, I said, it's been a struggle to see what's up, shift my perspective, cope with the internal chaos (my grief and fear over a family member's relationship crisis). So I drew another card for what's next and got Himself.
And the first thing that struck me was the struggle I've had to blend and balance the heart, throat, and crown chakras. He said, coping with what you feel, what you see, and what you (spiritually) know is the biggest challenge of all. Can you blend them, use them to help, and not sink from the weight of the position you hold as healer.
I'm staring into his eyes and holding his assurance that I CAN do this. Yes, there is a strong Jesus quality to all this--as an enlightened being, a healer, and a sufferer, he knows how tough it is, and yet it can be done.