My thoughts exactly
I was reading through this thread on the 2 of Swords, and something that Belladona said struck me--she said that with this card, "I'm starting to think this card is a little bit about learning that there are consequences to your beliefs, decisions, opinions. That simply through the process of focusing, distinguising, determining you are CHOOSING". (Sorry I am new and not too savvy on how to quote someone correctly).
I happened to pull this card in a simple three card spread on a work-relationship reading with someone I was curious about, and also saw it almost fall out when shuffling a daily three card spread reading. This card is speaking to me at this phase in my life right now. In less than 5 months I am separating from the military and will be pursuing my dream of attending a very reputable university and going for an Asian Languages degree. I am coming out of a lucrative career field-one that deals with network security--yet I have chosen not to get certified or pursue a full-time job in that field when I get out--because I want to focus on my education full-time. It was and still is a very tough decision to make- because I hear those voices around me telling me that it is a stupid thing to do. Yet I am following my heart-- or trying to, and ignoring what others are telling me--even though I have always been the eldest in my family--the good girl and the good staff sergeant who did everything everyone expected of her.
Likely, I will be not too well-off, or stable in my income while pursuing my dream- but I am realizing that this is a necessary tradeoff for the goal I am pursuing. It is a heavy yoke to bear at this moment in my life, because I do enjoy the finer things--and am worried about finances, but I am choosing to be adamant, and not let myself and my emotions get too deeply involved with the security and goings-on at my military job, because likely they will make me sway and fall into depression and feel negative about my pathway--which will throw me into doubt-where I don't want to be right now.
About the work-relationship reading--for those who are curious about that particular spread, it was about a person who works in the same organization I do. We went on a trip to visit another base with 4 other people on our team, and while we were there, my intution was telling me that he was attracted to me--even though I hardly knew him. I couldn't really put my finger on what was going on, and kind of told myself that I was just imagining things. When I threw the spread- which was 3 cards, I got the Lovers as the immediate past of the relationship, and the current stance of the relationship as the 2 of Swords, the future came up as the 7 of Cups. That basically told me that there was a strong mutual attraction (unbeknownst to me) and that it had the possibility of really hurting my current relationship (I am taken--and, sure I have been attracted to others before, but I've never acted on it)--but this spread told me to watch out with my thoughts and actions with this particular gentleman, because it could easily get out of hand. Well how'd I do--what do you all think? All opinions welcome.