Why start reading tarot?
grew up in spiritual environment. Mom & Grandmother with Christian. Mom's seen ghosts, read our horoscopes, loved Unsolved Mysteries. Parents separated early, but Dad loved astrology, buddhism, Sylvia Browne. Married a woman who was psychic, allowed him to communicate with his long deceased mother. So many parents friends had psychic insights, ghost sightings, ouija board stories, visited mediums. So even though I was expected to be a good Christian, there were all these little exceptions.
Decided I was agnostic at a young age, before I really knew what it meant. Still prayed in a ritualistic OCD way. When I hit 13 and decided I was an atheist it was like a weight had been lifted off.
Teenage phase of goth stuff. Saw a tarot deck on a TV show, wanted one (first tarot exposure was Miss Cleo, adults called her a charlatan), but this fictional show piqued my curiosity. Mentioned I wanted a deck to my dad. He asked my mom, she said she was fine with it. Turns out my uncles wife is a spiritualist/medium/fortune teller. Within a week she'd given my dad a copy of the Moon Garden to give to me.
I'd read for everyone, with the LWB. Bought Waite's pictorial key, didn't understand how his meanings fit that deck. I had the internet at the time, but for some reason it never occured to me to research tarot on my own. Like it was something I needed to learn from other people and books and there had to be One Right Way.
14 & Dad finds a bookseller with a lot of tarot decks. I wanted the Thoth, but it seemed so scary. Walked out with the Crow's Magick.
Still read for everyone. Kept using the Moon Garden & Pictorial Key, though. Gave Crow's Magick to a friend. Mom's friend with Leukemia asked me to read for him about his child custody case. Bright sunny day, did the Celtic cross while listing off Moon Garden's keywords. I don't remember the reading itself but it unsettled me physically. He died within the week, his kids shipped off to live with their mother who'd previously lost custody until guy's cancer got progressive enough that he couldn't look after them. I put the cards away for a long time.
18 or 19 the Osho Zen on Stumble Upon. It's in my local bookshop, I buy it. Find AT. Buy the Tarot of the Magical Forest and the Phantasmagoric Theater. Local library has a copy of It's All in the Cards, I check it out at least 10 times.
Here I am. 26 now. This has been an amazing 'hobby' the past few years. I've acquired quite a few decks, read a lot of books, developed my own feelings about things, belief systems. Still growing. Still happy.