Progressive Dreams or Stand-Alone Acts?

[frac_ture]

Thanks for the reply, Kosjitov. I very much appreciate the fact that you took plenty of time to consider what I offered up as my second pass at interpreting your dream...and it says with even more authority to me that if the expert on you and your life here (ie., you) doesn't think the dreams are talking about your writing and drawing after that careful consideration, then hey -- they're probably not! Also, good for you for being so productive in those areas of late, and feeling so strong about your work!

I'm not sure what I'd personally arrive at in terms of conclusions if I tried stacking up your gaming hobby history against the dreams...have to think that over, I guess. Congratulations again, though, on battling what sounds like a tough compulsion there. Good wishes to you on that front!

I have a jam-packed weekend ahead, but who knows, maybe I'll return from it and get fired up for a third pass here...

[Kosjitov]

Hey, I appreciate you taking the time to try to work with me on this. I figure the sooner I figure out what it's talking about, the sooner I can fix it and make the dreams stop happening. They leave me mostly unrested and unsettled when I wake so it's worth working on Again, thanks for your time frac_ture.

[Kosjitov]

Just to update

Last night i had another visit from the cockatiel babies in my dreams. This time they were not found as eggs, but as hatchlings. I found them, covered their large white tray of chips with a blanket- a pink blanket, like my safety blanket from when I was a child- and stuck them in a freezer box and closed it. I don't believe it was on/operational- it was the best insulated thing I had, since babies like to be kept at VERY warm temps. I also put food and water in the tray, though I asked myself "They can't eat seed, how do you expect them to do that?" (I suspect this was my conciousness starting to kick in). Somehow they managed though. Over the course of 3 days I checked in on them and they were full grown adults when I pulled the blanket off from the third day. they had full feathers or just about and the most memorable one had a peach colored beak, marbled, grey feathers with hints of white and a greenish yellow crest that hadn't filled in yet.


Tada! No dead babies! Talk about a relief, though I'll be damned if I understand it any more than I did when we started. I went back to gaming, but I've been keeping tabs on myself and aside from one or two binge days, I've held steady. Over the last week I've barely logged on - it hasn't even been a month.

Also on the horizon is an interview and I'm in the process of filling out another application so even if this first one fails, the second may pan out. Again, possible job relation, due to the timing of it's relation to the interview? (4 days)

This is also the night I slept with sodalite in my hand, woke up because it was digging in my hip, and went back to sleep with it in my hand. It was there til morning- unlike others that got tossed out of my bed in the process.

[Milfoil]

This dream does suggest a positive connection both with Sodalite and with the upcoming career interview. I hope all goes well. Perhaps preparing carefully for the interview, nurturing this new idea by learning all you can about the company etc (feeding the concept) will help??