ASPECTS within the spread......
here are the 'results' of the connections I found and what they brought to my mind when I found them- starting with the Capricorn position, since that is where we are-
Capricorn/earth/saturn; is my Sun sign- the card that falls here is the Hermit- he's an Earth sign too{Virgo/Mercury} and Virgo is my rising and I have Mercury in Cap....
The Sun being our egos- rising being our personallity.....I found this combination amusing....So here is a parallel within this lay-out and my natal. Here is 'trine' enery? blending?..don't know what to call it. Just this one card with it's meaning both for the solar month and house associations tells of the major thing going on right at this moment. The Hermit is seeking something- he has a light, but he is in the dark.....that's exactly how I feel right now in regards to my daughter.{she's 7}......I have a light, (HOPE) but still can't find what I'm looking for.....my baby girl!
{some of you already heard- It was made public in the reading exchange when I did the seekers challenge- please- i dont need a bunch of....you must feel awful....how terrible.....etc.....nothing against sympathy, but that is negitive sympathy......I'm working on strength here.....as I said in read-X....if you feel bad about my situation....hugs are perfect.....
My Ex- is hidding my baby from me {important to know- he's a Capi too, but he's what I call a 'crappycorn'} He was to return her to me after his period of visitation{one week} that was Dec. 5.....he has not called.....he has not taken her to school. Her father, 'moves around' alot {couch surfer}.....so I don't know where to go to find her. He had given me an address, but when I went there, there was no such number- not even close! I feel powered by the situation though- because this is the 'dumb' thing I needed him to do to be able to change the custody agreement- He has handed me the 'light' to aquire what I have been seeking for years- sole custody- i have been hoping for something like this- but not quite like this. Mercury has his hand here too....the Hermit card is reversed.....possibly indicating a lack of communication, and wrongful messages- for my ex is spreading nasty rumours about how my s/o (who- by the way, is just like me with a Capi Sun and a Virgo rising-lol) is beating my kids- this, to me, is morbidly funny, for my ex is a man who can give a woman a black eye with a bed pillow (first incident of abuse I encounterd, I was hit so hard, it felt like my eyeball had popped out)......he's had a woman arrested for assult when he was the one packing the punch(not me- the one after me- but he lied to her and said that he sent me to jail for the same thing........WHAT???).....and we know capi to be represented in tarot as what????......the Devil......indeed I am up against a decietful, lying, cruel, irrisponsible person.....a devil of the flesh- my ex does a brilliant job of representing every meaning with in that card(XV)- no joke! being that Capi is my fifth house, we are looking at the party room in the house- and this is NO party! (rev. hermit).....
SO much from so little- I have not even thought about the influence of Saturn in all this- time I suppose......that this is the 'moment in time'....'my time has come' sort of thing when it comes to my daughter and custody.....all this and I have not even opened one book to find all the little things about tarot & astrology I don't recall....