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I have two children, ages 11 (female) and 10 (male). My son has just recently begun to show a strong interest in the cards. In fact he begged me to buy him the Native American Tarot deck we saw in a store last week. Since then he continues to go to the deck I bought and sift through the cards, showing me famous chiefs and stories that are represented in the various images. He hasn't asked much, and I've just let him explore as he chooses. Yesterday, though, he asked if I'd please do a spread for him. I do spreads about my children all the time of course, but I've never had either of them specifically ask for me to do a spread. I will be honest about this-- I'm scared to do it. I am afraid that some cards will come up that will be more confusing than helpful to him and that perhaps I'm not developed enough yet as a reader to put these within the correct context and so forth. I think I could and I would trust the higher power that it would be okay, but I feel a lot of pressure about it, and some anxiety. So far I have kept him happy by telling him his Soul Card and talking with him about what it means... He is satisfied by that at the moment, but I know that more questions are coming as his interest in tarot seems to be increasing. He's an incredibly psychic, empathetic young man so I don't want to limit him because of my own fears or worries... You know? It is thanks to him that I even started down a path of exploring off-the-beaten paths concepts, theories, and phenomena... because when he was barely seven years old, he began having terrible flashbacks of some sort that went back to a previous life. Suffice it to say that I was deeply troubled by what was going on; I was open to the concept of past lives, but then suddenly I was faced with clear evidence of it in my son. I started reading every book I could find to try to understand why he was having these terrible episodes (crying and saying he doesn't want to leave his body so fast again, referencing people and situations that weren't from this life, etc.), and as I started doing some of the things suggested by these books (talking to him while he slept, reassuring him that he is safe in this life, that the other life is done, etc.) he improved. The point is, he is the one who indirectly put me on the path I am now on. Somehow that feels relevant now, because I don't want to deny him something he is ready to do or know about...yet I do have my worries that he is too young for me to read directly for him or for him to start learning to read the cards himself. Could any of you with more experience in this area be so kind as to give me some advice on this topic? Advice, tips, insight... anything. Thank you!!