meginmd said:
My heart knows that I'm not destined to ever find a true love; hence the "Wait" answer.
This may be EXACTLY the perspective that you need to change. Maybe you need to turn around and upsidedown everything you've been doing, thinking, imagining you want, or need, or believe to be love in order to find it.
That, after all, is the idea of the Hanged man. Right-side-up, he sees nothing. Up-side-down, he suddenly sees everything. Turn yourself up-side-down on this topic, in each and every respect from what you usually do, from what you think you want, from the type of guy you usually gaze at and sigh over. Everything.
And ya know what? I'll go in the exact opposite direction of nisaba. I don't think you've tried enough, sacrificed enough OR been miserable enough. The Hanged man requires all of those. So don't wait. Jump in. Approach someone--just make sure they're the exact opposite of the kind of person you'd usually go after. Try something, anything completely different from the usual. Because even if it costs you, you'll come out knowing a whole lot more than you do now. And there on that other side, you'll finally know exactly who and what you're looking for, no need to ask the tarot again.