Heart of Faery: Daily Draw

[BlueDragonfly]

Tonight the Lady of Faith says:

Be open to possibilities. Don't doubt yourself or hide behind excuses.

[Dusk Till Dawn]

The past 2 Night's in a row , I pulled the Fairie of Naughtyness, so, this morning I totally overslept, I do not remember hitting the button on the Alarmclock. I ended up running outside in my Nighties..to the Bus drivers waiting outside to pick up Sam for school. I can't believe this happened, I never oversleep, there is no way that I didn't set the Alarm. They were so kind to come back 20 minutes later to pick up Sam, otherwise she would have had to stay home from school. I hope I don't pull them again tonight.

[.traveller.]

I pulled The Faerie of Youth again so I drew another card, The Leaving. In context, it makes tons of sense. I am picking up an old hobby, renewing my sense of innocence and fun, but I am saying goodbye to those attitudes and people who caused me to lose enjoyment in the hobby in the first place. I've left the "drama, drama, drama" behind and won't allow myself to be dragged into it again.
I also took a new route into work today which meant walking a little farther and the extra bit of cardio made me feel great. I might try to do that at least once a week while the weather is nice. There's a chance that the new route could make me late for work (if the buses are running late etc) but once a week is a tolerable risk.

[hopena]

The Fixer.

A part of me wants things to be better between myself and another person, but things reached a point where they could no longer just be shoved under a rug. We haven't spoken for six weeks, because of it.

I can't think of anything this applies to. I've been doing my best to not whitewash anything. I've been very scattered, and distracted by things away from the computer, so there are people that I need to get back to - whenever I sit down with that intention, though, my computer restarts itself (first there was no connection at all, until April 15th, and now I have to deal with this).

Earlier on, I chose The Thief. This one really hits home in a bad way... I've made one excuse above. I used to be more focused and reliable - for several years now, I've been scattered, but the Excuse-itis came before that (anxiety attacks = "I can't do that, because I'll [whatever] due to anxiety.") So much time lost and wasted, but I can't think about that, otherwise I'll be joined once again, by the Queen of Sorrows. I miss being the busy little bee that I used to be (as my mother called me); I had a hand in several pies, all at once, but I also knew how to relax.

[.traveller.]

The Queen of Bedlam

I've spent my day in my own crazy little fantasy world and mentally scattered on top of it. I'm building a dollhouse and you have to be a little "off" to do the job right. This state of lunacy I'm in today used to be my normal everyday persona, it's my kind of happiness where I don't have to worry about the foot I stuck in my mouth when I asked my mother if she got her new sunglasses at the homeless shelter (which was not what I meant to say at all). I was laughing over that and her reaction for a good part of the day.
I think I escaped death only because she was glad to see me being my old self again. The arrow the Queen carries? That represents the one liners that come zinging out when everyone least expects it.

[tarotlaura]

The Big Behind

You got to love this card. Since today is mother's day I think this faerie wanted me to see things from a different perspective since I would have the kids with me all day. So I did. I reminded myself to see things as my kids see them and just go with the flow today and have some fun because that's what The Big Behind would do.

[.traveller.]

Unnamed card with green faerie

This card reminds me to just be myself in any situation I encounter. A laidback, easy going demeanor will make more friends than a stressed out one, or a judgemental one, or a critical one. And when I meet stressed out, critical, judgemental people it is even more important not to succumb to their attitudes.
Just chill. Relax. It's all cool.

[BlueDragonfly]

This evening's advice from the faeries:

The Lady of Unicorns, #41. She's beautiful, wearing a garland of flowers(White Roses) in her hair. In fact all the females in the card have flowers in their hair. Now is the time for a little belief in that which you cannot see. The unicorn is very ellusive, almost never seen, a rare glimpse is a magical event. Believe in the magic of life.

The Pan #38. It's time to seek a bit of adventure, break out of the mundane and be a little daring! Do something unexpected!

* I lost one of my crescent moon earrings recently, I don't think I'll be getting it back, the Lady of Unicorns is wearing it*

[hopena]

I chose the Queen of the Night, earlier on.

We watched Avatar, this evening; I'm one of those who found the world to be beautiful, and felt inspired (I also wished there was a way in which we could all go through a certain experience that the main character went through, should we want to).

I haven't been that much of a thrill-seeker; Watching this movie, though, I wished that I could move like Neyteri, and riding those creatures looked like fun.

[.traveller.]

Prick Up Your Ears

Heard an earful this morning, found out that an acquaintance of mine had been in jail for armed robbery. I knew he had been in jail but not for what. Geez. I knew he was dumb but I didn't know he was THAT dumb. Such a waste. He reminds me of my ex in a creepy, not-good way.

This card also makes me think of my pet rabbit. She's about ten years old and going blind. Her ears still work fine though. When I feed her I tap on her bowl so she can find her food easier.