Perris
I have aquarius sun, pisces moon, and cancer rising and it is such a messed up combination - does anybody else think so? On top of that weird mix, my whole chart is ruled by saturn and capricorn. Ugh. The problem is I LOVE MY FREEDOM but have this weird urge to want to be in a relationship at the same time and it never works. Whats weirder is that I don't understand emotions and yet have all these emotional outbursts which causes a guilt trip which causes disgust which in turn ends up in distancing myself from the situation/person/place forever. I don't even know if I make sense right now but thats the way it is. I am talker but I HATE talking, I feel like my whole energy got drained when I talk and hide away for weeks when this happens. I guess the only thing I am really blessed with is Focus... otherwise I am a walking contradiction!!!