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Hi miss_apples! Here I've tried to pick out the main themes I see in your chart, I hope it is helpful to you. The italics list the main astrological signatures that led me to my conclusions.
Public and Private
The tension between the public and private self in your chart is very strong. On the one hand, you are very personable, attractive, generous, helpful and caring, especially to others. However, this side of your personality is always in tension with a more secretive, brooding self which is a source of unease for you and those who will know you on a less superficial level. While you can be at times the picture of optimism, there is also a side that is emotionally dark; you may be prone to pessimism and deep, intense if not dramatic moods. You may have felt great restriction or responsibility growing up (perhaps even a tendency towards illness) despite the fact that you may have been lucky, or may appear to others as having an ‘easy’ life.
Another tension created by this is how much you reveal to others about yourself. You have an open, sharing nature when it comes to others, but you also harbour a desire for control and limits and may find it difficult to draw the line on how much of yourself you are willing to share. You may often find that you have revealed too much, and in retrospect, often find the reason is due to an instinctive or impulsive desire.
Sun in Leo/12th house
Moon in Scorpio/3rd house
Venus (exalt) in Cancer/10th, sextile ASC/Jupiter, trine moon
Jupiter conj ASC/1st house, square Neptune
Saturn in 1st square Neptune
Uranus in 3rd house square Sun/Mercury
Neptune depositing to Jupiter
Virgo ASC
Powerful personality
Despite the fact that you may not appear to have the strongest constitution, you do possess a great deal of will power. This will play out strongest in the issues of self and other, especially when it comes to value systems and finances. Another issue that I see related to your private/public self is a tension between being a caring, giving person, and one who is deeply self involved. If these sides are not integrated well, you may risk appearing as someone who is narcissistic, or your caring, attractive nature may actually be utilized by unconscious means towards manipulating others, possibly for personal gain (either you are the manipulator, or the manipulated).
Sun in Leo/12th house
Moon in Scorpio
Mars conjunct Pluto in Libra/2nd, sextile Sun/Mercury, depositing to Venus
Aries cusping 8th
Virgo ASC
Intuition
You have a great deal of intuition, perhaps psychic abilities run in the family. Channeling with language is indicated. While this is a wellspring of creativity or spirituality, it is also a source of responsibility, pressure and feeling different from others. You may swing from feeling extremely confident and at one with your intuition to feeling very overwhelmed and perhaps even insignificant because of its power. If you are particularly sensitive, you may find you need to ground or shield regularly. Despite its pressure, this is a source that is vital to your health and well being. You recharge from this. You would do well learn to harness your intuition and channel its power towards loving and serving others instead of towards personal desires or gaining control over others as it could go either way.
Neptune in 4th trine Sun/Mercury in 12th (note: Mercury is conjunct the 12th house cusp, and is interpreted as a 12th house planet here), square Jupiter and Saturn, sextile Mars/Pluto, square ASC
Scorpio cusping 3rd
Uranus in 3rd square Sun/Mercury
Public and Private
The tension between the public and private self in your chart is very strong. On the one hand, you are very personable, attractive, generous, helpful and caring, especially to others. However, this side of your personality is always in tension with a more secretive, brooding self which is a source of unease for you and those who will know you on a less superficial level. While you can be at times the picture of optimism, there is also a side that is emotionally dark; you may be prone to pessimism and deep, intense if not dramatic moods. You may have felt great restriction or responsibility growing up (perhaps even a tendency towards illness) despite the fact that you may have been lucky, or may appear to others as having an ‘easy’ life.
Another tension created by this is how much you reveal to others about yourself. You have an open, sharing nature when it comes to others, but you also harbour a desire for control and limits and may find it difficult to draw the line on how much of yourself you are willing to share. You may often find that you have revealed too much, and in retrospect, often find the reason is due to an instinctive or impulsive desire.
Sun in Leo/12th house
Moon in Scorpio/3rd house
Venus (exalt) in Cancer/10th, sextile ASC/Jupiter, trine moon
Jupiter conj ASC/1st house, square Neptune
Saturn in 1st square Neptune
Uranus in 3rd house square Sun/Mercury
Neptune depositing to Jupiter
Virgo ASC
Powerful personality
Despite the fact that you may not appear to have the strongest constitution, you do possess a great deal of will power. This will play out strongest in the issues of self and other, especially when it comes to value systems and finances. Another issue that I see related to your private/public self is a tension between being a caring, giving person, and one who is deeply self involved. If these sides are not integrated well, you may risk appearing as someone who is narcissistic, or your caring, attractive nature may actually be utilized by unconscious means towards manipulating others, possibly for personal gain (either you are the manipulator, or the manipulated).
Sun in Leo/12th house
Moon in Scorpio
Mars conjunct Pluto in Libra/2nd, sextile Sun/Mercury, depositing to Venus
Aries cusping 8th
Virgo ASC
Intuition
You have a great deal of intuition, perhaps psychic abilities run in the family. Channeling with language is indicated. While this is a wellspring of creativity or spirituality, it is also a source of responsibility, pressure and feeling different from others. You may swing from feeling extremely confident and at one with your intuition to feeling very overwhelmed and perhaps even insignificant because of its power. If you are particularly sensitive, you may find you need to ground or shield regularly. Despite its pressure, this is a source that is vital to your health and well being. You recharge from this. You would do well learn to harness your intuition and channel its power towards loving and serving others instead of towards personal desires or gaining control over others as it could go either way.
Neptune in 4th trine Sun/Mercury in 12th (note: Mercury is conjunct the 12th house cusp, and is interpreted as a 12th house planet here), square Jupiter and Saturn, sextile Mars/Pluto, square ASC
Scorpio cusping 3rd
Uranus in 3rd square Sun/Mercury