Les Vampires Oracle
On Sunday I decided to try the Byzantine Cross Spread included with the guidebook for this deck. The spread is made up of six cards, and I did not pull any reversals.
1. You: RELIGION
Right now I am at a place in my life where I am trying to figure out who and what I want to be. I'm looking for structure, stability, and a sense of community.
2. What is inhibiting you: COMPASSION
I have a lot of healing to do in regards to self-love. I still blame myself for things that have happened to me in the past, and I spend a lot of time dwelling on "what ifs". I need to be honest and kind to myself before I can reach out to others. I need to forgive.
3. Your past: PREY
I recently came out of a depressive episode. I felt like I was being consumed by a dark shadow. I was, quite literally, prey to my own anxieties.
4. Your present: FREE WILL
Right now I'm looking to reclaim my identity and my sense of freedom. Now that I'm healthy again I want to try new things, meet new people, and make up for all the time and opportunities I missed. I'm also taking on more responsibility.
5. Your Future: HER LAST DAY IN THE LIGHT
According to the guidebook, this card either speaks of the ending or the beginning of a difficult time of growth. I'm hoping for the former, but I'll have to revisit this card in a few months after certain events play out.
6. What to strive for: HUNTER
I have to take personal power back for myself. I need to take risks, to put myself out there if I want to succeed. I have to be aggressive and focused. I need to be rooted in my sense of self. I want to make sure that the next time a depressive episode happens I'm prepared.
This spread was very rich and the cards flowed together beautifully. The message was empowering, and I was excited to draw so many parallels between the images. The dichotomy between Hunter and Prey was especially powerful, and I definitely want to revisit these cards to do more journaling in the future.