Hi closrapexa
It was love at first sight for me when I got my Thoth as well (this was only recently too!).
I really love the artwork and there is just so much to "see" in these cards. I feel it is one of those decks that may take a long time to really get to know and learn, but I definitely think it will be worthwhile and no doubt an enlightening journey.
So you are not on your own and don't feel too intimidated
, just think of increasing your depth of knowledge bit by bit! Card by card even.
CreativeFire