Meditation on Spear King, Spear Eight and Spear Nine
So at long last I've decided that it doesn't matter if I don't feel comfortable knowing the Spear King, I still have to make the journey!
I did think today that perhaps one of the things I should know from all the various things written is the probability that the energies of the Spear slip away from a person if the don't actively maintain them.
I see the King in the forge - he is not the man shown on the card, but I know it is the right person.
He is heating the Spear in the fire and preparing to hammer away at it - I'm a bit concerned about this! I thought it was so precious, so magical, so sacred?
He says to me "I heat the Spear in the forge until it glows red-hot, I hammer it but it does not really change at all, it is an eternal energy.
I work with it so that my hand fits it better. I am changed."
I get to work a piece of metal; I don't have to strike it hard, just with precision and intent. I make a square - I draw it up and out at each corner. Each corner becomes branches, a whole tree forms. The trunk becomes huge tree, it has a door that I will be able to step through.
I realise that for all my "things" and all my talk about what I could do in the world, I most want to work within nature, I want to travel on an inner journey rather than in the man-made world, which has little appeal to me.
So I set the tree into the river of the Eight of Spears and it sails into every future to wait for me. I must find it, and do the work that comes when I do (this is the Nine), so that I am changed, not the Tree.