TRADE TRAIN VIII... Movin' and groovin'

[franniee]

Originally Posted by firefrost

Thanks, franniee. I know you're a good and confident reader anyway but yes, we all get nervous at something new.

OH please! Don't make me laugh.

I always get nervous and insecure and I have to settle my nerves. I push myself to read publicly and to offer readings even here on AT. I push myself to do a lot of things... once I am in it I am fine. I used to push myself to go out and meet people, go on trips, join clubs etc and i would be so nervous before but once I got there and in it I was fine.

When I throw the cards most of the time I go blank at first - especially if I am reading someone in person. Seems to be my process. Don't ask!!! When I am reading a very cold Queen of swords type it can be difficult but I have been learning that they are closed off due to their own insecurities - has nothing to do with me and it should not effect me, doesn't mean it doesn't throw me sometimes!

But I do LOVE reading and once I am over the initial lunacy the reading seems to flow and come from somewhere else and afterward no matter what the feedback is I know what I saw. Makes me feel good! It is strange to be so insecure and so secure at the same time.

[franniee]

Originally Posted by faunabay

Sorry I got a phone call.
Sloth the word means laziness, but the animal itself is not necessarily lazy. He just moves very slowly. And since he moves slowly he HAS to be happy with what's around him, not always reaching! That's why I came up with what I did.
But if the actual word meaning fits we can always go with that too!! LOL

NO please let's not!!! LMAO! and just to enforce it I am going on my elliptical machine....

[firefrost]

Originally Posted by franniee

OH please! Don't make me laugh.

I always get nervous and insecure and I have to settle my nerves. I push myself to read publicly and to offer readings even here on AT. I push myself to do a lot of things... once I am in it I am fine. I used to push myself to go out and meet people, go on trips, join clubs etc and i would be so nervous before but once I got there and in it I was fine.

When I throw the cards most of the time I go blank at first - especially if I am reading someone in person. Seems to be my process. Don't ask!!! When I am reading a very cold Queen of swords type it can be difficult but I have been learning that they are closed off due to their own insecurities - has nothing to do with me and it should not effect me, doesn't mean it doesn't throw me sometimes!

But I do LOVE reading and once I am over the initial lunacy the reading seems to flow and come from somewhere else and afterward no matter what the feedback is I know what I saw. Makes me feel good! It is strange to be so insecure and so secure at the same time.

I bet Scion would agree with me that your good!!!

I can't see me ever reading f2f again. I don't get the opportunity, and I know I wouldn't be confident enough to do it!

[franniee]

your too kind.

[firefrost]

Originally Posted by franniee

your too kind.

Credit where it's due

[thorhammer]

Just coz I can, I'd like to second ff's opinion there, franniee . You're an awesome reader, someone I look up to. Just so's you know. I won't go on, I don't want to embarrass you . . .

\m/ Kat

[firefrost]

Originally Posted by thorhammer

Just coz I can, I'd like to second ff's opinion there, franniee . You're an awesome reader, someone I look up to. Just so's you know. I won't go on, I don't want to embarrass you . . .

\m/ Kat

See? I know when I'm right!

[franniee]

you people are a trip!!!

[thorhammer]

I saw a few minutes ago that Marina's online . . . is she, or is that just her machine on and stuff?

\m/ Kat

[franniee]

Originally Posted by thorhammer

I saw a few minutes ago that Marina's online . . . is she, or is that just her machine on and stuff?

\m/ Kat

I just PMed her.... and asked her to come on down.

But I am thinking you've got the deck for me Kat!