Azarial
You can imagine my shock when I was calculating my yearly card and realized that the year of 2008 is my death year. I would be lying if I said that I wasn't filled with fear as to what the new year would bring for me. What would be ending in my life? Are these things that I would really want to lose or end even if it was in my best interests to do so?
The current date is February 13, 2008. So it is almost a month and a half into the new year. Not much could have happened in such a short amount of time could it? Or could it? In this month and a half more things have happened than I could even dream of happening. Things have happened that I didn't think would happen for many years. It has been a wild roller coaster of a ride for me thus far into the new year.
My brother was falsely accused of child molestation, which in turn caused me to leave my old environment for an entirely new one. This was a huge change for me, and even though it didn't come from the best of circumstances, it turned out to be one of the best things that has happened to me in quite some time. I've dumped a lot of stress and anxiety that I really didn't need in my life, and I am a much happier person.
I joined the YMCA, and also joined a Yoga class as well as a Pilates class. I thought it would help me not only get into shape, but give me a much needed break from the kids as well as a way to cope with any anxiety that I may have.
I was able to identify poisonous people in my life and get rid of them before they could drag me down with them.
Even though I've been plagued with agoraphobia for 7 years, I've already made huge strides this year at battling it. I'm able to be left alone without being a nervous wreck the entire time, I was able to move out of my safety zone, and I have started driving again.
I'm not sure yet, but I think that I might be pregnant once again as well.
This is only the beginning of my Death Year but already so many wonderful things have happened for me even though they began with not so pleasant events before becoming this way. I am nervous and scared at the same time to see what else this year has in store for me.
So now I'm curious. For those who have had a Death year, how did it pan out for you?
The current date is February 13, 2008. So it is almost a month and a half into the new year. Not much could have happened in such a short amount of time could it? Or could it? In this month and a half more things have happened than I could even dream of happening. Things have happened that I didn't think would happen for many years. It has been a wild roller coaster of a ride for me thus far into the new year.
My brother was falsely accused of child molestation, which in turn caused me to leave my old environment for an entirely new one. This was a huge change for me, and even though it didn't come from the best of circumstances, it turned out to be one of the best things that has happened to me in quite some time. I've dumped a lot of stress and anxiety that I really didn't need in my life, and I am a much happier person.
I joined the YMCA, and also joined a Yoga class as well as a Pilates class. I thought it would help me not only get into shape, but give me a much needed break from the kids as well as a way to cope with any anxiety that I may have.
I was able to identify poisonous people in my life and get rid of them before they could drag me down with them.
Even though I've been plagued with agoraphobia for 7 years, I've already made huge strides this year at battling it. I'm able to be left alone without being a nervous wreck the entire time, I was able to move out of my safety zone, and I have started driving again.
I'm not sure yet, but I think that I might be pregnant once again as well.
This is only the beginning of my Death Year but already so many wonderful things have happened for me even though they began with not so pleasant events before becoming this way. I am nervous and scared at the same time to see what else this year has in store for me.
So now I'm curious. For those who have had a Death year, how did it pan out for you?