Suchos
Ugh... I didn't know where to open this topic to be honest, this is a spiritual topic than an astrological one, yet since the problem -and the solution- is rooted in astrology, maybe this is the place.
As a H8 Moon in Pisces, I am having extreme situations with my mother who is Aries with Scorpio Ascendant, Neptune in 12th House. She has tremendous psychic energy surrounding her but she is totally closed to psychic subjects, divination etc. Most of the gifts I bear are from her DNA, methinks. So, yesterday, we had this huge fight. She sadly thinks that I am slowly going crazy, and I asked that what if the other people were crazy? The argument got bigger and bigger and turned into a fight, as a Plutonian personality, my intensity sometimes gets the grip of me, sadly. I told her that she had no power or no decision-makings over me and this drove her in a very, very impulsive state of mind.
She threatened me with the teapot in her hand, said if I don't shut up she was going to boil me with it... After that... everything stopped, everything became silent. A moment ago, I was yelling at her and after she threatened me, my voice went in a deep, guttural yet a very startling, calm state. I remember that I said in a very calm manner, ''stay far away from me, or I'll tear you to pieces.''
She left to the garden of our house. I started to pack my things to leave for our other house near the city centre. I waited for a brief moment, very, very angry and in a trance-like, unconscious state. I was feeling... how to say, dark, muddy purple/violet. My mother's aunt came in, and said, who left the stove open since there was nothing cooking.
I said that I had no idea. But I am in a feeling that this little pickle has something to do with it. Just like me, my mother has a very, very intense mental/emotional energy and since Moon in Pisces represents karmic issues with mother, this could be something too.
For a week, I've been going through a lot emotional distress which affects my trances, my way of thinking and even my astral plane. I am trying to ground myself heavily but this distress creates classical Plutonian intensity that makes me really, really tired.
Any advices would be great. Thank you all in advance, blessings.
As a H8 Moon in Pisces, I am having extreme situations with my mother who is Aries with Scorpio Ascendant, Neptune in 12th House. She has tremendous psychic energy surrounding her but she is totally closed to psychic subjects, divination etc. Most of the gifts I bear are from her DNA, methinks. So, yesterday, we had this huge fight. She sadly thinks that I am slowly going crazy, and I asked that what if the other people were crazy? The argument got bigger and bigger and turned into a fight, as a Plutonian personality, my intensity sometimes gets the grip of me, sadly. I told her that she had no power or no decision-makings over me and this drove her in a very, very impulsive state of mind.
She threatened me with the teapot in her hand, said if I don't shut up she was going to boil me with it... After that... everything stopped, everything became silent. A moment ago, I was yelling at her and after she threatened me, my voice went in a deep, guttural yet a very startling, calm state. I remember that I said in a very calm manner, ''stay far away from me, or I'll tear you to pieces.''
She left to the garden of our house. I started to pack my things to leave for our other house near the city centre. I waited for a brief moment, very, very angry and in a trance-like, unconscious state. I was feeling... how to say, dark, muddy purple/violet. My mother's aunt came in, and said, who left the stove open since there was nothing cooking.
I said that I had no idea. But I am in a feeling that this little pickle has something to do with it. Just like me, my mother has a very, very intense mental/emotional energy and since Moon in Pisces represents karmic issues with mother, this could be something too.
For a week, I've been going through a lot emotional distress which affects my trances, my way of thinking and even my astral plane. I am trying to ground myself heavily but this distress creates classical Plutonian intensity that makes me really, really tired.
Any advices would be great. Thank you all in advance, blessings.