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This is about a vision that had over a decade ago but it stayed with me, like many others did. Since then I have missed this person terribly! I am longing to see them! I had this same vision again yesterday while I was focusing on something interesting.
It goes something like this:
There is a huge beautiful courtyard and a graceful woman owns this place. She is some kind of exotic dancer. I see myself appearing in front of her while she is moving around and taking care of some stuff. Then I see her whirling around in the courtyard making big leaps from one end to the other. She then picks up the pace while still whirling and within seconds she just disappears from the scene. She is whirling still but the speed is so great that she becomes invisible to me.That’s her talent. I watch her in awe and find her very graceful and extraordinary. I start crying and say to myself “Where were you?”.Then she starts slowing down and within few seconds she stops. I smile and she comes to me and says “Come dance with me”. I hesitate and tell her politely that even though am fond of dancing I cannot dance like her. She smiles and says “Let’s see!”. She grabs hold of my hand and starts instructing me. We are holding hands and dancing together and gradually we start picking up speed and within seconds both of us disappear. After dancing for a while we re appear again and within few seconds come to a stop. She looks at me and says with a smile on her face “ You are ready to dance like me”. I hear “Inheritance” and that “We are best friends! Two peas in a pod!”.
Immediately next the scene changes and I see us together standing on the verge of a cliff. She is fierce, and smiling and says “Let me see who can touch you!” At this time I see myself as an infant she is holding in her arm and with other hand she is holding a big sword. I feel such warmth in her presence, and I say to myself “my mother” again. She then jumps off the cliff while holding me still in her arm and starts slaying demons who are heading towards me during that fall. She slays them down one after another. She is super swift and her talent is big and she does it with so much grace that I cannot take my eyes off of her. I see her angry at those beasts but none seem to be able to stand her wrath. Then she says “You are mine. I won’t let anyone come near you let alone touch you.” And she keeps on fighting with those demons while holding me still close to her chest until we reach safely at the bottom. All I feel is warmth and pure love from this woman who is my mother and best friend!
Any thoughts on why I long to see this person? Why do I miss this person so much? Sometimes I cry because I am not with her even though I know nothing about her but I feel I have known her over many lifetimes!
It goes something like this:
There is a huge beautiful courtyard and a graceful woman owns this place. She is some kind of exotic dancer. I see myself appearing in front of her while she is moving around and taking care of some stuff. Then I see her whirling around in the courtyard making big leaps from one end to the other. She then picks up the pace while still whirling and within seconds she just disappears from the scene. She is whirling still but the speed is so great that she becomes invisible to me.That’s her talent. I watch her in awe and find her very graceful and extraordinary. I start crying and say to myself “Where were you?”.Then she starts slowing down and within few seconds she stops. I smile and she comes to me and says “Come dance with me”. I hesitate and tell her politely that even though am fond of dancing I cannot dance like her. She smiles and says “Let’s see!”. She grabs hold of my hand and starts instructing me. We are holding hands and dancing together and gradually we start picking up speed and within seconds both of us disappear. After dancing for a while we re appear again and within few seconds come to a stop. She looks at me and says with a smile on her face “ You are ready to dance like me”. I hear “Inheritance” and that “We are best friends! Two peas in a pod!”.
Immediately next the scene changes and I see us together standing on the verge of a cliff. She is fierce, and smiling and says “Let me see who can touch you!” At this time I see myself as an infant she is holding in her arm and with other hand she is holding a big sword. I feel such warmth in her presence, and I say to myself “my mother” again. She then jumps off the cliff while holding me still in her arm and starts slaying demons who are heading towards me during that fall. She slays them down one after another. She is super swift and her talent is big and she does it with so much grace that I cannot take my eyes off of her. I see her angry at those beasts but none seem to be able to stand her wrath. Then she says “You are mine. I won’t let anyone come near you let alone touch you.” And she keeps on fighting with those demons while holding me still close to her chest until we reach safely at the bottom. All I feel is warmth and pure love from this woman who is my mother and best friend!
Any thoughts on why I long to see this person? Why do I miss this person so much? Sometimes I cry because I am not with her even though I know nothing about her but I feel I have known her over many lifetimes!
