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Deck: rider Waite
I asked the tarot about a man who I've met in passing over the past three years. He travels through for work and the last I saw him we had such a beautiful and healing connection. We stayed in touch and then it sort of faded as we were both far away physically but I can't shake the connection, it's so strange. I was by him not too long ago and reached out he was very receptive but unfortunately circumstances made it so I didn't see him then. I was disappointed and not sure how it came across. All communications were via texts and messaging. I have him in my heart and thoughts and feel very confused. I've done a lot of readings and need to make this the last one for a bit. Some of them seem to indicate he's coming back with a loud confirmation from intuition. Others confirm fears that the it's only a one sided connection on my end and that he is not likely to return or reciprocate my feelings of connection. This reading will be the last one I do for a while so as to have faith in the cards and to stop confusing myself further.
I asked about the course of our relationship past present and future. I also asked his next action and advice for me.
Past - two of cups: indicating loving and healing connection and bond, representing our time together.
Present - devil: honestly I think it warns of codependency on my end and the need to be more grounded in myself and not overanalyzing so much about the relationship. The word obsessive is harsh but I think that it's been renting more space in my head than I would like to admit and I don't always feel in control of that. Certainly a need to release controlling the outcome.
Future - knight of pentacles: a slow return on his end. Perhaps further says I need to stay grounded in myself. I think it will not happen as quickly as I want and will require patience on my end but I see the knight on his horse holding out the pentacles as reciprocity and his slow but eventually return which will be a grounded and very conscious.
His next action - page of wands: I always read this as I will be receiving a message or contact of some sort possibly in regards to creative projects, but in this case could just be him reaching out with a message.
Advice for me - 10 of swords: very clearly let it be. Overkill on my end to stop doing a thousand readings let this be the one for now as nothing has changed in the past month. Not to be the one reach out first and when I do not to be sending him too much to leave space in the communications and to bless and allow for healthy space between us in all interactions as healthy and necessary for connection. To keep it simple and not overwhelm or show neediness. I need to work on my codependency traits so as not to kill relationships and in working through my own issues a new day will dawn.
Card that jumped out - hermit: this has popped out a lot for this. I think it indicates a time of soul searching and healing on my end and I think perhaps he is searching for himself as well whatevr that may mean for him. Also could indicate the age difference between us as he's a little bit older.
Any feedback would be very much appreciated!!!
Am I on target here? Is he coming back or wishful thinking on my end?
What would the knight of pentacles indicate??
Is the page of wands a yes for contact? What about the hermit?
What do you guys sense?
I know there's a deep spiritual healing and connectuon here which I know sounds absurd but the synchronicities have brought so much good and unblocked so many parts of my life through our sharing experiences makes me wonder.
I asked the tarot about a man who I've met in passing over the past three years. He travels through for work and the last I saw him we had such a beautiful and healing connection. We stayed in touch and then it sort of faded as we were both far away physically but I can't shake the connection, it's so strange. I was by him not too long ago and reached out he was very receptive but unfortunately circumstances made it so I didn't see him then. I was disappointed and not sure how it came across. All communications were via texts and messaging. I have him in my heart and thoughts and feel very confused. I've done a lot of readings and need to make this the last one for a bit. Some of them seem to indicate he's coming back with a loud confirmation from intuition. Others confirm fears that the it's only a one sided connection on my end and that he is not likely to return or reciprocate my feelings of connection. This reading will be the last one I do for a while so as to have faith in the cards and to stop confusing myself further.
I asked about the course of our relationship past present and future. I also asked his next action and advice for me.
Past - two of cups: indicating loving and healing connection and bond, representing our time together.
Present - devil: honestly I think it warns of codependency on my end and the need to be more grounded in myself and not overanalyzing so much about the relationship. The word obsessive is harsh but I think that it's been renting more space in my head than I would like to admit and I don't always feel in control of that. Certainly a need to release controlling the outcome.
Future - knight of pentacles: a slow return on his end. Perhaps further says I need to stay grounded in myself. I think it will not happen as quickly as I want and will require patience on my end but I see the knight on his horse holding out the pentacles as reciprocity and his slow but eventually return which will be a grounded and very conscious.
His next action - page of wands: I always read this as I will be receiving a message or contact of some sort possibly in regards to creative projects, but in this case could just be him reaching out with a message.
Advice for me - 10 of swords: very clearly let it be. Overkill on my end to stop doing a thousand readings let this be the one for now as nothing has changed in the past month. Not to be the one reach out first and when I do not to be sending him too much to leave space in the communications and to bless and allow for healthy space between us in all interactions as healthy and necessary for connection. To keep it simple and not overwhelm or show neediness. I need to work on my codependency traits so as not to kill relationships and in working through my own issues a new day will dawn.
Card that jumped out - hermit: this has popped out a lot for this. I think it indicates a time of soul searching and healing on my end and I think perhaps he is searching for himself as well whatevr that may mean for him. Also could indicate the age difference between us as he's a little bit older.
Any feedback would be very much appreciated!!!
Am I on target here? Is he coming back or wishful thinking on my end?
What would the knight of pentacles indicate??
Is the page of wands a yes for contact? What about the hermit?
What do you guys sense?
I know there's a deep spiritual healing and connectuon here which I know sounds absurd but the synchronicities have brought so much good and unblocked so many parts of my life through our sharing experiences makes me wonder.