Five of Cups
A starfish, stretching its humanoid extremities toward the boundaries of its small world. The tidal pool is a small, protected part of the ocean - the greater world, and its boundaries make a haven for the creatures in it. But after a while, the water in the pool becomes deprived of oxygen and the animals fall prey to their fears, losing all sense of reason in their inability to access logic through their feelings. At regular (tidal) intervals, though, the ocean makes incursions into the pool, invading the warm, sheltered, stagnant water with wave after wave of cold, invigorating new water.
The starfish and other animals are afriad of the ocean, creeping from rock to crevice, keeping their vulnerable, soft underbellies protected. Their shells are beautiful, accreted from calcium dissolved in the seawater. Our armour is made up of techniques and attitudes we learn from the greater world outside. We filter these tiny pieces of armour from our everyday life and add it to our shell.
The card also symbolises our connection to the greater world, and our bottomless horror of allowing ourselves to fully experience that connection. It's always there, though, and the longer we go witout allowing a fresh incursion, the more difficult it will be to deal with the fear that grips us when "the real world hits".
There is an element of rhythm, too, in the implied tidal influence on this microcosm. The card recalls, then, the Wheel of Fortune, with its themes of changing fortunes. Fighting the rhythms of life - tides, the Moon's influence on the female body, the seasons, and even day/night - makes us more vulnerable in the long term.
\m/ Kat